say hello

2008-08-27T23:33:00.002+08:00

From now on,

xanga.com/nusizzles

Still not gonna be closing down this site,in case,i decide to switch my itchy ass back to sucky blogspot.

Loadsa love,

Nunu.

2008-08-27T10:28:00.003+08:00

I woke up,sat on my bed,and cried my heart out.Nothing has been going right,nothing.And no matter how much i try to be strong,i cant.I just cant anymore.I'm so weak,i cant even bring myself to fight it.Everyone wants things their own way,noone wants to compromise.And everyone thinks quitting is the best way.All that lasted only for awhile,and now?Where do the rest of em go to?You talk about being treated unfairly,do you think you're alone?I just dont fucking get it.Wake up boy.

i wanna run away.i wanna run away.i wanna run away.

And you people,dont fucking make me happy one minute and then tell me you cant make it at the fucking last minute.IVE HAD FUCKING ENOUGH.
FUCK.ING.EE.NOUGH.

Im not gonna be blogging.I think i've seriously had enough of life.
fuck off.

2008-08-26T21:19:00.002+08:00

Whoa,i love this weather i SWEAAAR!Its so tempting to wake up everyday and tell my lecturer i'm on MC today,blahblahbalh,but nahhh.Apparently,she talked to everyone today and i received really good feedbacks bout myself.Must be cause of Phyllis la,she like turbo-changed me clinically (?!)

Everyday i log into blogspot.com and i really dont know what to type about i just type nonsense.i wonder who still reads my blog,=P so boring already la.I cant wait for 30th,30th,30th!Its been awhile,need an effing good time with the boys,with the girls too.OooooOOOohhh Purrrfect.

My sebacious glands are under-producing already.Nabei everytime attachment,all my glands go crazy.My mensus hasnt come for three months now(dont start rumours bout' me being pregnant eh please),my hair also going crazy,my skin is SO dry its like peeling and moisturizers not helping much,damn cheebye.I dont even drink much water to start with,so my cells are probably dehydrated too.(HAHAHA SERIOUSLY WTF NUNU)I need to get all this fixed,like really soon.My sister has yet to get back to me bout' the body shop shit that i'm supposed to get with FIFTY-PERCENT off,whoooh!Sorry la,very cheapo need discounts,no money mah.And i feel like getting an epilator,the hair on my leg grows so fast la,berghhhhh,annoying.And i hate the after-shave feeling,so itchy like chicken(?!).Start scratchinglike a monkey and then i'll have scars.I've never had scars on my legs before i started shaving,but now,ever since then.HAIYO UGLY SIAL.

I have this self-esteem problem nowadays.Blame it all on attachment,=D.And i need more pay.No connection la i know,but you see with more money i can buy more nonsense for my dry skin,go for hair treatment,go for spa,blahblahblah ah shuttup and sleep.bye

2008-08-25T20:07:00.002+08:00

How about we sit on that bridge,get high,play cards,dance like stupid and talk nonsense till the next morning,again?

My heart feels so heavy and i really have no idea why.Maybe im dying soon.Eh touchwood la,i havent fulfilled my dreams you know,where can anyhow just die like that.

Case Study,done!Yezz yezz yezz!

2008-08-24T21:42:00.003+08:00

Rain always come at the wrong time la.When im working,or schooling.But when its the holidays,hot mcm sial.I feel damn cranky today.(AIYA YOU EVERYDAY CRANKY LAH CB)

Tomorrow is Monday.Work in the morning,ive been on morning since Tuesday,really no joke man.Case study presentation tomorrow and i havent figured out how im gonna do mine.Ah fuckkkiiit.Cant be fuckin bothered.

Driving test next week la?!Wah lao,confirm fail.Havent even registered for PDL,loser.If only ssdc was outside my house.Ah,i'll still procastinate even if SSDC was my house.But the mee soto there is truly orgasmic.(takde connection langsung)

And im craving for donuts,oooh donuts.So fattening,aiya shut up with the weight issue already la.Every year,i tell myself i'll lose weight,every year i fail.Every week i tell myself to exercise,every single bloody week i fail.But i walk alot,so okay la can la ah?give face la.

This is such an annoying entry,i feel very ah-lian-ish.Cause i just happened to read this ah-lian's blog and started laughing hysterically to myself. "jux now go ah boyx's housee lorx.Then ah cheong also at there wib miee darlingx nu-er." hahahahahahahhaha,what the fuck seriously what the fuck.They got their own family tree you know,god mother god father god-grandfather god daughter all godgodgodgod.

lol,funny.

2008-08-23T22:56:00.003+08:00

Joudi Piccoult's on a rainy,rainy Saturday evening.

I hope it rains tomorrow too.

Oh no,i've gotta head out to buy a truckload of stuff.

Grey's anatomy's dee-veee-deee.yeay mafakas,stay home soon and watch it all day.

Oh gosh,fasting month.I dread fasting month

"time to tame that devil in you"

Whatever for?

Thats what everyone's been telling everyone.Seriously its like so ...cliche.

You tone down for a month,and then carry on being an animal for the next 11 months.Doesnt make sense,and if you think im wrong,you're not even supposed to be here in the first place.

next week is gonna be effing awesome(i hope.)

with After The Sky's album launch,Party with the party people,Meetin Phique hopefully.=) and three sweet days on afternoon shift.SUUUWEEEEET!And oh,fageddabout BayBeats.Its gonna be jam packed with people who're only interested in dressing up to fit in.=P

time to start.Goodnight.

2008-08-22T21:06:00.003+08:00

I dont know,i just feel like blogging another one.

I feel like switching to livejournal,or somewhere else(which is what you've been saying for the past 1 year,nu) I dont know,i need a change.

Change,changes.

Vam told me,there was once he said to himself "she is trying to change" and i wonder,how?I know,what the fuck nunu,since when you started blogging about FACTS.I dont know,something just inspired me to do so.Okay shut up now and listen to me.

Change Number 1.

Im turning nineteen,i've secured a job for the future,i'm financially dependent on myself and i've started to slowly....well,move away from my family.And that sucks.

When i was younger and was still depending on parents for money,and was still schooling,mom&dad would nag&nag each time i asked for money,but hey,that was like our way of communication.And now,ever since i've been earning my own dollar bills,this house has been in its worst state.Dad doing nonsense,mommy hasnt been herself,my brother,ah we dont even talk properly to begin with.Okay so bottomline is,i feel like i dont have a family.(PLEASE DO NOT JUDGE ME AS YOUR TYPICAL 15 YEAR OLD EMOKID,CANNOT GET ALONG WELL WITH PARENTS BLAHBLAHBLAH)

Change number 2

3 years back,people thought we were sweet,we understood each other So well cause there were rarely fights or quarrels between us.Well what can i say,we were both still young then.All that revolved around our lives was school,exams,friends and each other.

My relationship with vam ever since 2008 started has been at its lowest,ever.We've been together for bout' 3 and half years now,and sometimes letting go is like ^@&!^@#(*~^&~( cause at the end of the day its him i love,and no matter how angry or how much hatred i feel towards him,deep beneath this heart,i still love him alot.And as far as i know,he said its the same for him as well.We're both in that phase where we just wanna enjoy,we just wanna do what we can while we can.Back then,I used to hate it,each time he told me he wanted to go clubbing with his friends and shit.And now,i just dont care=P But i know i still do love that boy,and i always pray we'd have happy days again.But on the other hand,i wish it was just as easy to move on as well.

Change Number 3

Friends.

They come&go.I've had a few close friends back then,they either turn into green monsters or they just disappear.And i got sad,cause i treasured each and everyone of them but then i slowly realise that some of em' just wants something out of you and their idea of friendship was never the same as mine.What mattered was the clothes you wore,how many digits there were in your bank account,how you carried yourself,what you liked.Ad then,there were some,who expected you to be there when THEY were down,but when you were down,when you needed someone,all they could say was"sorry,i've been busy"

But right now,Im just glad i've got not one,but THREE AWESOME AWESOME bestfriends who loves me,for me.Who never expects anything more than a sincere friendship.I love you Phique&Nita.And of course you,Sid!=) cause you darlings were always there when i was down.

There's so much more.So,so much more,but this three changes really really made an impact in my life.Really.I still hope this family would work things out somehow,i still hope vam&me can start giving in to each other someday and i still hope my bestfriends will ...well still remain my bestfriends till whenever.

Ah 2008 i hate you.From the bottom of my asshole.

2008-08-22T20:07:00.003+08:00

YOU KNOW WHAT?YOU KNOW WHAT?YOU KNOW WHAT?!

Y'kno what?My lecturer actually sent a letter to my house about me taking TWO FUCKING MCs.She has issues.Even Phyllis Tan would understand that i have a fucking anus problem.Whatever,im just really absolutely frustrated with this whole clinical attachment.I dont give two flying fucks,im just gonna do what i'm supposed to do everyday,fulfill the hours&the days and fuck off.Godammit.

And you know what?My printer isnt working,Vam was really,really,really nice enough to help me out but his office is a loser,they cant print shit so he helped me out with the thumbdrive and everything.And now,this fucking desktop cant read the thumbdrive.WHY IS EVERYTHING DYING ON ME?!

Oh you know what a loser Nunu is?She actually pricked herself with a button.I mean OHMYGOD like OH.MY.GOD. a bloody BUTTON.Yez,what a blooody idiot.And you also know what?Any nurses who read my blog,would know that you shouldnt suction a patient on NGT after feeding them.After i fed my patient,one of the PCAs unknowingly suctioned the patient and when milk came out,and i happened to walk in,i fucking freaked out.I totally bloody forgot that i just fed her like 15 mintes ago and i thought it aspirated into the lungs and did not checked the placement properly before feeding her and if that eally was the case,i'd fail my posting for the patient may de-saturate and die and i'll feel guilty for the rest of my life and probably pay my bond and quit nursing.When we checked her oxygen level on the machine,it looked like this ---------------- yes,and i,one kanchong cheebye spider started to shiver,almost shit/shat in my panties.I walked as calmy as possible to my staff nurse,tried not to trigger her cause she also quite kanchong spider,and told her "jocelin,i need you in bed 3,now.NOWWWW" and she was like"AH?!WHY?!WHY?!" then i scared already so i faster ran back behind the curtains at bed 3.....and i saw the PCA trying the machine on another finger...and it was just fine. All this happened at 7.45 in the morning while my brains were still on my bed. I.am.such.a.fucking.idiot.

okay fine,im gonna treat myself to some new clothes and some yumyum cockles tomorrow.Oh wait,another replacement,dang!

2008-08-21T16:18:00.002+08:00

Oh gosh case study due on Monday.

Anyway,i dont know who really reads my blog.But i dont feel quite part of this whole group i'm in.I prefer the TTSH group so much more,though there were conflicts initially.Its coming to the second last week of attachment,and i dont really feel like i click with this people.There are people who think they know it all,some who put themselves high up there,some who just brrrr.Oh well,its coming to the end anyway.Cant wait to meet the girls back in school.

Okay few pictures from Tim's 19th birthday surprise.Hope you liked it big boy.

2008-08-20T22:48:00.002+08:00

Aiya,so many August babies.This is the last one!I promise!

Happy Nineteenth Birthday Hatimmytimtomtonten!
Hope you liked that little cake-smashing surprise.And thanks for the cake on my hair too.Love love you!

Met the boys&sally at "four sticks",got ready the cake&stuff,rubbing cakes on each other's faces,washing and going into the water as if our fathers owned the place,ahhh.Miss the boys.=)

And im so tired i wanna sleep now,morning again.BARGHHHHH.

2008-08-19T22:32:00.003+08:00

I have been sleep-deprived.This suitcases under my eyes will tell you that.I dont know why but im so used to sleeping at one or two in the morning,and if im on mornin' shift,it only mean i have three hours of sleep.=( But i have really lovely patients,and i enjoy work.But i hate this fat staff nurse who bullies me and when i tell Vam he'll say,"KILL HER" i wish.And she goes for LONG breaks and leave me in the ward alone to die.One day,she'll grow so fat and ugly that volcanoes start appearing in her plastic face.And they'll explode right in her husband's asshole.

My eyes have been itching like mothergooose lately.I just hope i dont get sore eyes or anything that requires me to take a day off work.I've got enough make-ups on my side,this Saturday&next,gosh.But im gonnna survive this!On a brighter note,im left with two weeks of attachment,and then its back to school for two weeks,after that i'll have loadsa sleep.Gosh,i hate working morning shifts,i HATE.i ABHOR.i DESPISE morning shifts.But i love to end at three and tease my colleagues.=D But i'll run after them in the ward if they do that to me.

I have really nice colleagues(besides that fatbom) like Rosie,who calls me sleepyhead,lazybum,sleeping princess.Cause i fell asleep on the table while taking report,lol.And closed my eyes while changing a patient and skipped lunch just so i could sleep!lol,yeah.But oh nonono,i promise you it wont happen again.Right Rosie?lol.Alrightey,im gonna head to bed now.
Im so tired,so tired.

xoxoxoxox

2008-08-18T23:01:00.002+08:00

Times like this i wish you were around to make me feel better instead of adding on fuel to the fire.What good have i ever done,seriously?You talk about my flaws,howwabout yours?You put every single blame on me,and leave me alone to think its really MY fault.Yea' when was it every yours.You're the most perfect human being alive.I am God's biggest mistake.Thanks.

Just when i thought things were gonna be fine,reality sinks in.Its full of shit all over again.
I.just.need.a.fucking.break.

And can people please stop fuckin' talking to me about Hari Raya.It annoys me,what colour what this what that.Im just not interested in celebrating such a thing anymore.Geez.

2008-08-18T21:56:00.002+08:00

I SO NEED TO PARTY.=(

2008-08-18T09:36:00.003+08:00

2008 hasnt been nice,

But i hope we'll be just fine.

I miss old days with you.Chillin' with just the both of us,laughin' at each other,talkin' bout our lives,about the annoying people around us,about our same interests,but most of all i miss the old you.

"Good things will never last"

True.

Its work in the afternooon,yezz.

2008-08-17T22:32:00.002+08:00

Today was okay till we had to get all frustrated over a buncha kopi-kaninas.(The coffee conneisuiuewueyuryeuiryt however you spell it la cheebye)We were goin' down the escalator and this guy&some fat girl(FAT PEOPLE JUST HAVE ISSUES)were lookin' at us LIKE WHUDDD?Havent seen a couple of different races before?But nevermind,we get that almost everywhere we go,so we thought we'd just forget about it.After the movie,it happened AGAIN and this time,the guy did some really stupid gesture.And me being that typical minah deep beneath me,raised my arms and gave them my middle finger.Vam was so pissed he wanted to go back and screw em.Nabil apparently works there,so i didnt wanna make it a big hoohaa but HELL was i pissed.

The movie sucked,like cow's scrotums.Headed to Tapestry'08 at Central,saw afew familiar faces.Headed for home since i was in so much pain already.Yea,that old fuckened anus problem.I might just be the first person in the history of mankind to die from constipation.I feel damn grumpy today,and i wanna wash-up and make-out with the teevee.

PHIQUE AND NITAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-08-16T23:04:00.003+08:00

To the guy:

who's been there in times of need.
who probably FLEW on his bike to meet me when i was crying like an idiot under the void deck.
who's been there SO many times and never once complained about it.
who's helped me out in so many ways,so many.
whom i've shared good&bad times with.
who fetched me from school and brought me all the way to novena when i stupidly left my purse at home.
who brought me around,even to FORT CANNING cause i wanted to catch singfest,when he knows traffic was gonna be heavy.

This is for you Irfan Fahim aka Psyco aka Sid!

Happy 22nd Birthday Bestfriend!Hope you liked that little surprise and that little cake!Wasnt much of a surprise,but its the thought that counts,right?=)Love you babe,loads.*huggles. Ryan said thank you for the prezzie. ;)

Hello,i am so tired.So effin' tired,i wish i can have a week off work.I wonder how some people survive with permanent morning shift.I'll just die at 5am one day.=P

Besides work,the boys been tellin' me loadsa stuff.Some been cursing and all that cause of somethin'somethin' oh typical,lol.I mean i seriously fucking cannot be bothered with people who should be in school doing maths instead of acting all heeeeuge and all that booboo.WE.DONT.CARE. And you can go around telling everyone a different story altogether,WE dont care either.Ah nuff' bout immature azzles.And just so all of you who reads my blog knows,this is my blog.IF you think im hinting at you bout anything,please come to me and clarify it with me,not make it sound like its a sin cause motherfuckinghell,this is my blog.So fucking grow up,and leave if it hurts to read everything here and think everything is connected to you.Thank you.

Im so tired i just wanna sleep.But no,Wan's sending me After The Sky's unreleased track!YEAY YEAY,awesome.Love their songs,love their music,CANT WAIT FOR YOUR ALBUM LAUNCH LAH WANNNN!!!!*lompat-lompat*

2008-08-14T23:29:00.002+08:00

You know what,i gained 2KGs.Not half,not one,BUT TWO MAFAKIN' KAYGEEZ.You know how effin' depressed i was,and whats worse when kye gave me a missed call,and sent me this message(names shall not be revealed as the person may be reading my blog)

Kye:WHOOOO!I FUCKED __________ IT FELT SO GOOD I SHOULD'VE NEVER LET IT GO!!
Me:what the fuck?!HER BOYFRIEND?!What the hell are you turning in to?!?!?!
(like 3minutes later,but 3 minutes seemed like forever)
Kye:in my dreams.

I mean,he called me to say that?I have really weird people around me,really.Mothergoooose.

Im still craving for Seafood,and who gives a flying fuck about the weight.I want my seafood right here right now!=P Haddad's plannin' to bring vam&me up some treetop thingymajiggy at MacRitchie.I mean imagine ME doin' all that dingdong.Booo.

And i have this really annoying nyonya who seriously needs to hire a private nurse for herself.Fucking annoying balls i had to like plug out her call-bell so she wont irritate me.I know im so mean,but its not like im lazing around doing nothing!Urgh why cant some people just fucking geddit that WE'RE ALL BUSY.And if you can do things on your own,why not?Why must you depend on others?just cause you're sick doesnt mean you're .....ah shuttup la.

Sheesha with a group of retarded policemen tomorrow night,oh gosh.Alrightey,Morning tomorrow.

2008-08-13T22:02:00.002+08:00

I think mommy misses me.I havent seen her for bout' four days now,and when i just got home from work just now she was likeEH!!YOU COME HOME ALREADY!! booo.And she bought me anti-stress body foam,hahahahah clever.

Okay work,new ward and stuff.The staffs are really nice,some are too-nice and we found some annoying,but its fine,its all good.My lecturer's been a bit of a bitch,grrr.Dont wanna elaborate on that but i wish i can make her give birth right now.Uh,anyway.Morning for the rest of the week,aaaaah i hate mornings.But im meetin' Nurul tomorrow,yeay!And sheesha-ing with some policemen on Friday night,Ryan's 3rd birthday on Saturday evening,whoa whoa whoa.

So,im gonna watch one episode of Grey's Anatomy online,before washing up and turning in.Have pleasant week ahead darls!

xoxoxox.

2008-08-12T14:02:00.003+08:00

*Weeza*

Firstly,Happy 21st Birthday to this crazy girlfriend,who's been there during times of need.Those times sittin' by the waves at Raffles Place,Those yummy donuts at Raffles City with the unforgettable ants,times haunting Scoob(LOL!!!!),times teasing Psyco,and the unforgettable nights on the phone laughing our ass off at 2am in the morning.You're loved honey!HAPPY 21st!May you be blessed with good health,and hot guys=D Love ya darlin!

Sentosa was awesome,with the boys,Sally&Dilla!=)

And seeing Imp drunk for the first time was funny,and Ali lying down everywhere,lol.

Passenger's first outing,without Dogtown&Bob,But we still love y'all!Few of the freakz joined as well,think its been awhile since i hung out with some of em like Imp,Ali&harun.Two years ago,we'd be going out every single weekend,acting like jackasses.Oh,those were the days.

Had a lil' bit of an emergency but i was seriously laughing my ass off after everything.When the boys told me how frantic they were finding for me cause Harun just fell to the floor and couldnt breathe."SOMEONE GO AND FIND NUNU I DONT CARE HOW JUST GO FUCKING FIND FOR NUNU!" -Vam. LOL,and i was laughing,all the way from the toilet till wherever the boys were,ohgosh.We had our shower after that and you could hear the boys having the time of their life in the toilet,having some gay fun together.Anyway,harun's fine,lol and we were talkin' bout it during supper,and laughing like goons at VivoCity.Pictures of the aftermath with a few people,so i'd probably put it up once they've sent em to me!Till then,xoxoxox.

Tag Replies.

Hatim:Yea we all know who,MidgetWhore,lol.Stupid.

Nita:yes Nita,thank you baby,i love you too!

Izfa:hahahahahah,the whole world knows who la izfa.

Nurul:No worries,oh yeah its Thursday right?yezzz,thursday to find for OPEN torch to shine into someone's hairy asshole,lol!

Farr:hahahahaha,aiya the one who's mom we were finding for at Fullerton,lol!

2008-08-10T18:59:00.002+08:00

Cheating,it was never an excuse.

Oh buggers of the world,i think someone needs a new mirror.

lol,funny.

And Nurul,

"let the maggots feed on the leftover cunt juices"

Nyahahahahaha!I love my Sunday.So many awesomely hot-from-the-oven stories.

Ahhhh,lol!

more the next time.

2008-08-10T16:52:00.002+08:00

Stay home Sunday!Been watching Grey's Anatomy the whole day.Yea,time to put aside spongebob,im starting to be patrick too much now.Even Omar calls me patrick=P lol.I thought of getting Grey's Anatomy's DVDs at HMV but nah,waste of money.I think it costs about 70 bucks,gooose.Needa save those dollar bills for somethin' else mayn.

Theres this dungdungchang downstairs and they are FUCKING ANNOYING and i feel like throwing water bombs.Okay maybe not,but the cheena song so loud and high-pitched!Berghhhhh!*turns green,attackkkkkk!*

Ive been having a sharp pain at my abdominal area and it sucks.And my mensus hasnt been here for over a month now.Fret not,im not pregnant=D Unlike someone who desperately wants "pretty babies" retarded phucka.Anyway,i think its the stress.bargh,nevermind bout all that already.But really it hurts!Please dont tell me Aunt Agony's gonna come tomorrow.You cant come tomorrow okay,even if you wanna,please come only at night when i'm back from sentosa,pu-leaze.

My blog's so boring without pictures,i just realised.But who cares im lazy to upload pictures or videos nowadays,=D Alrightey,gonna carry on with Grey's Anatomy.Have a lovely Sunday darls!;)

loadsa love&huggles*;nunu.

2008-08-10T00:27:00.002+08:00

Hello.=D=D Did you catch the fireworks?!ohmygadddddddddddddddd it was awesome,like AWESOME!

Okay no,i didnt catch the fireworks and im not the least sad about it though its like a routine to watch it every year.Whats the fucking big deal,its just,ah okay whatever.So i DID step foot into City Hall..OHMYGOD i was dying,i was so pissed i could kill a cow anytime.All that mat&minahs scattered unevenly across City Hall like cow dungs on the grass(?!) Met em' boys there and then it started to rain a lil' bit so we headed to Suntec and it was so crowded,we went to Somerset to catch the Skate Comp.Ah,better.And you fucking racist cheeebye can suck on your father's balls and lick on your grandmom's cunt.Booo ya mafaka.

Cant furreaaaaakayne' waaait fo' Monday.With the boys and sally,and some other not invited people i dont know who but HEY!The more the merrier!PS party by the beach,lol right.They're probably gonna turn it into a zoo.Oh lovely,lol.

Okay,im gonna turn in sooooon!So tired balls.

2008-08-09T11:12:00.003+08:00

WHUUUUDDDD?!

No,im not gonna even go City Hall today.There's gonna be a massive human jam and i furaaaaykin HATE human jams.And also many mats&Minahs will be scattered around in their criss-cross skinnies or whatsoever,aaaaaah.So we're gonna watch the skate comp,at the skate park.Ah,sounds so much better.Wait,who cares bout fireworks now?Its no biggy already,its just bombombombombombombombombombombom and i dont see any difference during the past years.Its still the same what?!Its allll in the mindddddd.And anyone who's been thinking of watching the fireworks with your partner,at somewhere secluded,FAGGGEDDDDABOUDIIIT.Its gonna be packed everywhere so leave that stupid fantasy of having sex under the fireworks in the garbage.

O'yea i had a haircut last week.And it sucks cause the back is a lil' bit too short.And i've been trynna make myself feel better like tellin myself my hair grows quite fast and it'll get better in no time.YEA=( Nevermind about that.

Anyway,y'all heard about that Dawn Yang controversy thing?Ohmygad,plastic.I mean i've never really liked her,thought she looked abit like a bimbo,and that squeaaaky cheena voice,goodness.And fake,fake,fake.like someone?,hahahaha.Poor thing la all this people,confused.Confused and wanna think they damn coool,eeeeewwwwww.Like shurrrrt-urrrrrrp.=P

Okay,i wanna eat and watch teeeveee and then meet the boys and whine like stupid!And fall down!=D loadsa love!

2008-08-08T23:40:00.002+08:00

No it hasnt really been awhile,but it feels like something's missing.Neh,i dont know what.But im so used to coming home everyday,click onto blogspot.com and start ranting like a dog.

Life hasnt really been nice to me,and it sucks when everyone's busy with their own lives,and sometimes i find myself lost.No i'm always lost,nyehnyehnyeh.Work's been good,i mean work has always been good.Except waking up,waking up sucks like cotton balls.yea balls.And ive got irritating colleagues who MIA during shifts,and then talks like he's so fucking good with his bombastic english but really he just annoys the other 14 of us(excluding his fucking stupid bimbotic friend) whenever he opens his chop.And you know how bitchy i am,when he talks i just walk away.Itu bukan bitchy nunu,tu kurang ajar.Heeheehee!Ive completed like bout' 70% of my skills and i'm happy.Cause i remember how terrible it was during the previous attachment.I was so terrified to approch that lecturer and that pulled my grades down cause she thought i had no initiative blahbeddyblahshuttupphyllistan.reminds me how i lost so much weight,how stressed up i was.brr,i never wanna get that singa lapar again

Was supposed to meet Corey&ernie today,but it didnt work out,so i met the boys.They were skating and shit and i was tryin out,lol.And i fell down a few times like damn malu-ing but HEY!it was fun.yea fun laughing at me,nabei.And there were so many people today i felt so annoyed cause i couldnt really walk properly.This knee's been givin' me problems again,im dying.Due to a torn meniscus.=S aaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

And shut-up about being pregnant already lah nabei,damn sickening you know!get pregnant get pregnant,go make a bloody factory full of babies with your stupid ns-boyfriend la!Haiyoh,stupid girls.

Okay dah,finally=D
xoxoxoxoxoxox.

2008-08-06T22:23:00.002+08:00

I WISH.

that things would fall into place tomorrow.

that i'll be an even stronger person to go through all this.

that i can just leave this piece of shit,

thats been draining every drop of energy juice from my already exhausted overworked brains.

that this suitcases under my eyes would just disappear.

for fuck's sake.

Y'kno what?Life's been an utter bitch.And i just wish i can leave for somewhere,alone.And just be happy with what i have.I dont need you or anyone else.I just wanna be left alone,and just be happy,just like that.I hate all that has been happening,and im this close to giving up.

I badly need to leave.

I dont know when i'm comin' back.This blog's been nothing,except to whine about rather stupid,bimbotic shit.And i think i've had enough.I'm moving on.I hope.

Goodnight&God Bless.

&Fuck you 2008.You've been giving me nothing but a whole load of fucked-up shit.When i've already had enough.

Nunu.

2008-08-05T22:49:00.002+08:00

Aiya tired la nabei.But i think time went pass quite quickly today.=) ive got demanding azzholez in the ward,grrrr.WHY CANT THEY REALIZE IM JUST A STUDENT and that there are certain things i wasnt thought before and if i were caught doing it,and doing it WRONGLY at that ,it's my future at stake.Damn bloody cheebye nyonya.

Morning shift tomorrow,barghs.This is when i need a fuckin' rocket that can make me reach work within five minutes,or less.Its really tiring okay,the waking up and pulling yourself to the bathroom is the most challenging part,ever.Im just not a morning person,and i dont have a choice.=(

Thank God for Corey!=D

Nana:nope,im not free on Monday and yezzzz,30th,confirm.So please,make it happen,for the love of god.

Alrightey,gotta hit the sheets.
xoxoxoxoxoxoxox

2008-08-05T10:29:00.002+08:00

Actually i hate to be on afternoon,really.The only good thing is that you can wake up later,but theres nothin you really needa do on afternoon shifts.And it gets pretty annoyin' after awhile.

I know many of you have been askin' me bout all this,i know its been awhile since i blogged about _____.Lets just leave it like that,shall we?=) Cause seriously,i've had nuff of mindfucking and shit.I justd ont even wanna think about all that anymore.I'm happier this way.

Loadsa love.

2008-08-04T18:47:00.004+08:00

*;how bout' having a sneak preview.

Bout whats been happenin.

Im not missin' you-Stacie Oricco.

Been through just about everything

that i could go through when it comes to relationships

dont know what i was missing or why i aint listen

when i told myself that was it

but here i go hurt again cause

of my curiosity now that its over

what else could it be

besides a cheat

i made a promise

never to settle (why didnt i keep it)

cos i needed the heart break

cryin and cheatin the fooling around

im not going through emotions

waiting and a hoping u call me

im not missing u

u mighta had me open

but i must be goin because

i got lots to do

i know im usually hanging on

i used to hate to see u go

but this time its different

i dont even feel the distance

im not missing im not missing u

its a shame in a way

cos i feel that i may not

ever find the right one for me

did i leave him this year

i didnt find a face oh

will my true love ever be

how could i go on a search again

when i know what the end will be

what good is love when it keeps on hurting me*

I tend not to blog about how i REALLY feel,about what really really goes on inside my head,all the questions with basically no answers.And i hate it,cause a blog is where i lay down my questions,and my tagboard is where people give their opinions(not to fuckin hate-tag me and tell me to grow up cause i'll never).I feel like this blog is more for me to whine and whine and give people the impression that im one of those bimbos who thinks Mayo is chikkin.No,really.Sometimes some things are better left unsaid.And i know some of you know my deepest secrets,like you and really im grateful i've got you to let everything out,and even if i hang up on you when i'm so frustrated, i know you'd call back.Only shows you care=) Thank you __________-(your name),*huggles.Love ya.Alot.

SIM training was pretty okay.Afai&me got caught without lanyards and we had to go all the way down to get 'em at the fucking pathetic bookshop.And by the time we came back,the class already started so we had to stay back and vacuum the bloody Sim centre.I was doing my job properly till i walked past Afai's room and i thought i didnt see him connecting the wire to anything.I went into the room and heard him going "broooooo,broooooo" lol, "Nu,tak payah susah2,kau tengok,macam aku." hahahahaha,then i also joined in la cause i lazy already.=P

Its a holiday on the 11th.And Tim suggested an outing but i'm the one who has to plan it.All this kids damn penyakkkkit one you know.And not like they'll even stick to the plan.If we're supposed to meet by ten,everyone will come at eleven or some at twelve.Oh this is so normal,lol.Talking about having a discipline mistress and shit,erhem.lol,hahahaha!And everyone is so clever like me,and lie about their whereabouts,lol.Dont la,i've stopped.hahahahaha!Alrightey,thank god im on Afternoon tomorrow cause i'm really tired,ive go ugly dark circles and its driving me crazy.Cause i dont know how to make it go away!Tons of concealer la,what else.

Thats about it,love you butterflies;)
xoxoxox.

2008-08-03T21:53:00.002+08:00

Arrogant bastard from hell's hell.You and your stupid fat ugly chinonek girlfriend can kiss my brown ass.

My sister cooks yummylicious chilly crabs and thats why i love her so much.
i feel so annoyed today.i feel like killing a bird.A rat a cockroache.I feel like shit.
because i wasnt expecting a day like this.

On another note,i think if i were to gain any more weight i'll get fucking depressed.
No wait,if im fat and i bounce around when i walk,i'll jump down.No,really i swear.
Why cant my fats go to my boobs,or my ass?!WHY SIA!Why must go to my tummy of ALL THE FUCKING PLACES YOU CAN GO,WHY!PURPOSELY RIGHT!NABEI!

Okay la,so i never go for second day of singfest because i was kazy to climb the place.And because fort-canning got no toilets thats why.I FEEL DAMN FUCKED TODAY LA.Argh,and its to school tomorrow.I have this strong feeling my blonde streaks are gonna get caught tomorrow.Okay la catch la catch la.Wht the fucking big deal sia?Not like highlighting or dying your hair is a fucking crime,i just dont get schools.I remember we werent allowed to wear ankle-socks also.retarded right?Stupid idiotic sunnuvaaaaaaaa.......please bear wimme.I think its just the time of the month.(its just an excuse sometimes) Whoa,i hateto take crowded buses in the morning la!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am damn ^#@&!*#^@*&!~#^*&!~(#^(*&!~#^*&^%*.

2008-08-03T09:23:00.002+08:00

Hey there hello.Whoa i had an awesome Saturday=)

i think it has really been awhile since i met Sid on Saturdays with very little people around us,to catch up on each other.He fetched me from home,and we went down to town and i was whining cause it was so hot!Treated him to early dinner,caught up on each other bout some other retarded people too.i think we sat there for bout' an hour?yea,and i bumped into a few people.We went to paragon to meet tengku fo'while.Chitchatted and all that shizzzle,before headin' to City Hall to meet Black!Ohmygaddd,i havent seen him for awhile already.Abg smart,in his office wear.We chilled fo'while,Botak(who isnt really botak),Midget and i forgot that guys' name came.Dilly&Noor too.Went up fort canning,Lost prophets were playing.i think most of the bands sounded really nice last night.Simple Plan attracted alot of mats and it was abit frustrating cause they're practically everywhere even at gigs even,ah okay nuff.Kye,Tim&Imp came by too.And i needed to pee so badly so Kye brought me on Sephyra and we went all the way to Taka and i was screaming "KYEEE!!AKU TAKOT BODOOOOOOOOOOO!" cause he was going like THAT fast,geeeezuz.No wonder Kanina flew out from the keychain.nabei you kye.Anyway,thank god,Sephyra died on him only after i pee-d and only after we went up fort canning again.HEEEHEEEHEE.

Stupid dragon,dont know whaaaaaat the hell you want also,everytime spoil!

2008-08-02T10:31:00.002+08:00

Changing

I may not have been a good girl,lately.And i have this particular goodfriend who's been bugging me to change since forever.

And i'll always be sayin the same thing"i wanna do what i can while i can"

And i still will.

ERNIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE its our date!

2008-08-02T00:16:00.002+08:00

Boring day.Boring night.i thought we were gonna party and shit but no,plans got cancelled.Brrrrrr,i neeed a furraykin getaway.

I feel tired but i dont wanna sleep.
I feel sticky but i dont wanna shower.
My phone's ringing and i'm lazy to answer.
Ryan's buggin' me and i cant be bothered.

And i just feel like typing a shitload of nonsense here cause i just fuckin' feel like it.WHUD?
I wanna get my haircut sooon,pretty soon.But i know with work and all that there's hardly time for that since the place is open only during weekdays when im working and slogging my ass off at work.And i earn merely_________ which is not enough because any amount of money for me is never enough.Even if money were to grow on my head,it'd till be insufficient.Shut up la,dont act like you dont finish money quickly like that.Why do i always sidetrack.I dont know,its just...its just a norm now.

Okay,during times like this,its just appropriate to watch spongebob!cause that fucker keeps me alive!WheeeooooEEeeeoOOOooooOOoo!And ive got my warrior shoeeeeEeeeEEeee!

2008-08-01T16:06:00.003+08:00

I received so many messages as if it was my birthday,lol.Thank you to all who wished me,here's to the rest i never got to message.*copied from one of the text messages i received*

"Being a nurse isnt about grades.Its about being who we are.No book can teach you how to cry with a patient.No class can teach you how to tell a family that a family member had died,or are dying.A nurse is not about the pills,the IVs,report writing and charting.Its about being able to love patients at their weakest moments and being able to forgive them for all their wrongs and make a difference in their lives.No one can make you a nurse,YOU JUST ARE!Happy Nurses Day!"

It was the last day in IMH,ward33b.I am sad.The patients have been wonderful,and i can say they're the best group of patients i've met so far.I stepped in,not knowing i'd forge such strong bonds with most.I was controlling till one of them came "nurin,you must always remember me okay?Everynight i will think of you my darling" And i brokedown.I hoped they liked the cake we bought,the sweets we gave and the biscuits they'll always crave for at night and annoy the shit out of us when we really didnt have any.It didnt matter that some of the ward sisters treated us like dirt.The patients made us feel at home.Im so gonna miss them.

Was suppose to party with the girls tonight,but some couldnt make it.So nad's gonna be sleepin' over at my place.Sigh,i still feel sad.

Thats bout it.Take care.

2008-07-31T16:33:00.002+08:00

So hasnt that taught you a lesson?Not to speak so confidently and boss people around when you're the one who's at fault.=) Just so you know,we're all students.We're at the same level,so dont act like your one step above the rest.

Okay,work was okay.I fell asleep and woke up with a red line on my forehead.And looked like a red indian.Aiya,lazy to blog.Its been so freeaaaakin hot that i wish i can just stay in a bathtub full of ice.

Okay gonna sleep.

2008-07-30T21:50:00.002+08:00

Hello,ohmygad im so tired.Boooooo,two more days and its Goodbye IMH,hello shitload of work,hello SGH.(Im trying really hard not to hate that place now that im gonna be stucked there for two fuckened years)Booooooo,i cant believe im gonna be workin' at nineteen.No,really.I thought i'd start working during my early twenty-somethings.Okay whatever la nunu you forever whining like a dog.

What have i been up to.Alot.been going through helldays lately but i've been keepin really quiet bout some stuffs.I mean seriously,its just been goin' on and on that i dont even wanna bother your psychotic mind anymore.What matters is how i can keep myself sane.I was textin' Tim bout how depressed i felt while i was at work today,"its okay,you're in the right place,they'll take good care of you" Quite helpful lah all my friends.__ haha kiddin' Tem.I suddenly forgot what i wanna blog about.Ive got this problem y'kno.Like i wanna say somethin' and the next minute i forget bout what i wanted to say.Ive got Patrick's brains now.Must be too much spongebob-online already.Not really,i can never have enough of Spongebob shows.Okay sidetracked,see la.nabei blog properly can or not!

I was in the bus just now and i saw my primary school friend Genevieve and i remembered calling her January cause Genevieve and January sounded quite similar?And i remember telling myf riends next time i wanna call my children October,february,December,November.Now i remember why they all gave me that ?!?! face.Cause i got her name wrong.Bodo sia.No,everyone has their fair share of kental moments,except for Hafiz Dogtown,who's the most kentalest person alive but thinks he doesnt have any kental moments(actually there's a huge collection).next thing you know he'll be asking me"WHY SIA NUNU?!" aiya.

met the Wss girls today!Except for Izfa,who had to go around somewhere else=) dont worry hon,we'll meet soon.talked bout' days in TTSH,all the crazy incidents which were seriously not a teeny bit funny then.Pictures still with Suisui.Post em when i get em.Thats what you always say nunu,always.Bloody cheebye procastinator.

Okay la,morning shift.And suddenly workload of a Leader has been pushed to me.YOU ALL THINK I CAN BE BULLIED IS IT!nabei turtle.No la,i shall be that nice innocent "ex-wss" girl,and do everything so i can pull up my fucking pathetic grades(i think?).I hope not,boooo.Lecturer's gonna be back to the ward tomorrow,wah lao irritating.She'll pester me to do somethin' bout my really-cannot-do-anything hair.FUCKING IRRITATING KNOW!Shave my bloody head then you know.Grrr.

Okay,anyway.I love this song on my blog ;)

tag replies.

REAL HATIM:Its just cause of your Warrior shoe okay.Once i geddit i'll be just as cool.

Vam:kau la penyakit.

Someone:YOU BETTER STOP TAGGING ME ANONYMOUSLY OR I'LL BURN YOUR PUNY LITTLE AZZZ.

Dilla:I dont care i still cool.=D

Fliq:okay soon.(which is not really soon,knowing me)

Nana:Aiya you all financial crisis,how to go.Ring me la.

Phique:oh babyyyyy,you've got the wrong girrrlllllllll.lol!

Erns:you are.Oh psychotic people always in denial,i understand kayh,chill.I want you to know there's help,you are not alone and its curable.Take care okay,nurse you on Saturday.

Okay dah.Bye.Still got a fucking shitty proposal to do.

2008-07-29T09:55:00.002+08:00

Work was lil'bit boring yesterday.Some patients got discharged over the weekends,yeaaaaaa.=P

Anyway,I'm just glad ive got people standing up for me,i know what i did might have been wrong,but i think its unfair that some people can go around doing things and make come up with threats and make OTHERS pay for the consequences.I think for someone like me,i've tolerated enough from this particular someone and if he/she were to strike again,i'd give my all and bring that asshole down.Try doin' what you did again,im not even this bit afraid bout' whats gonna happen next.Just so you know,im quite well-prepared.=)

Another day on Afternoon.Another day of falling asleep on the nurses' counter.Another day of teasing Sameer cause he's so round and cute.=D

Singfest this weekend and i'm going with a soon to be psychologist who is really actually quite psychotic herself.Find out who,on Saturday itself.=D

2008-07-28T21:56:00.004+08:00

I got a card from one the patients.=) that definitely made my day!
And a message to you anonymous taggers,howwabout revealin' yourself?Nay-uh,dont act all biggy2 behind that computer screen of yours. tha-girly@hotmail.com if you even have the fucking guts.No?Jump down.

Edited.

I think i must learn to be like Phique and keep more to myself.As long as i got my message across to some swine.Yeeehaaawww!Im craving for Seoul garden.

2008-07-27T22:02:00.002+08:00

You desperately need some of those juices flowin' ,yea.SPELL INCORRIGIBLE FOR ME PLEASE.=D

So it was stay home Sunday.Got home at around eleven in the morning,uh not gonna elaborate much on the night,some things are better left unsaid.I'm just glad i feel much better now=) Hatim,keep your mouth shut.lol.Suppose to head down to BukitBatok to get the Warrior shoes!Hahahaha,something Vam,tim&me wanna have in common cause we're so cool,but no,Tim's not gonna be around to give us directions so i thought i'd just spend sometime with my sisters.

Its work tomorrow,yezzzaaah.I've got loadsa plan fo' the week.Gonna be meeting the Worldskills girls on Wednesday,have dinner together and talk about good ol' days.You know,till now,i never liked people calling me The WorldSkills Girl.I'd still like to tell people i got kicked out,and make them believe me,heehee.Okay anyway,i cant wait to meet up with em cause i miss them alot.Especially Sara teo's nonsense.

And then i hope im meeting farah&Juju on Thurs.because we need to do alot of catching up!On juju's broken finger,aiyo.And Farah's new term in Uni!So much catching up to do aey.Friday night with the nursing girls,Kye and whoever else.Im so excited,this week's gonna be so good i can feel it in my bones!=D

I just realised fasting Month's like just around the corner.Dayum.

2008-07-27T14:06:00.002+08:00

Hello,okay lets blog about Nurses' Day celebration yesterday.It was awesome,to catch up with classmates,with a few others.And before that,i had to entertain a very whiny air-stewardess who's toe got ran over by an ah-pek's stupid market trolley.And all he could do was "hehe,sorry" and walked away.It was very bloody,think it ripped her flesh as well.Very unfortunately i was in uniform and she looked at me like "YOU ARE SUPPOSED TO HELP ME OUT" brrrrr.Okay so i did,got my hand stained with all that blood,and even said ITS OKAY,cause im a very nice person.Hur.

back to Nurses' day.Met my girls,as usual we laugh like anything"aku tepok kepale kau,gigi semuer jatoh!" lol!Reminds me of Izfa"kau bising-bising nanti gigi kau jatoh baru tau" hahahaha,damn mean.Anyway,yea the performances were....erh,Yea Fatt's&Haiqal's set was nice,Suisui's one too!And all that dancing dancing and bitching with Lily.Went to eat with the girls at Simei fo'while before heading to meet Tim,Dilla&her younger sister Dian who apparently enjoyed entertaining my attention-deprived boyfriend.=P We sat at the Skate Park fo'while since my HuaKee Seafood shop hasnt opened,=D.Saw Vam's police-friend flying with his skateboard like a God(or so he claims) i mean really,he skated so well as if its so easy.Anyway,went to have dinner,bumped into Haiqal!The cockles squirted at Vam's apparently expensive Fred Perry top.=D met the rest at Decks.

(this part kye will like)
Kye came after awhile with Harun.Member got new bike and he names it Sephyra(halal name,Syarifah.hahahahahhaa!),after some annoying fantasy Dragon(?!) Very annoying,every single conversation we had,he HAD to interrupt and talk about this dragon."if the rider dies,the dragon shall live.if the dragon dies,the rider shall die with him"-What nonsense also i dont know."ROAAAARRRRR,its calling,can you hear it?!" fanatic betol.Anyway,i gave that annoying dragon-bike my nurses' day teddy bear and named it Kanina(Ka-nye-nah) ....and we had a good laugh after that for like..fifteen fuckin' minutes.Pukiballs lah,canonballs lah what la.Kye thinks Kanina is Sephyra's bestfriend(watch too much spongebob ah that guy) blahblahblah.He is really retarded man.ya and then kye,any other girl who sits on your bike fromnow till Friday,is not a girl okay.=D because you know why.hahahahahahaha!okay nuff bout that pukiball,she is so annoying.

I wanna stay at my sister's place today and irritate Ryan.Time for revenge litttle boyyyyyyyy!Okay,byeeeeeeee!Oh!time for a haircut!who wanna foooolllllooooowww?!?!?!?!

2008-07-25T22:30:00.003+08:00

Yeaaaaaaaaay,weekends.But we've gotta head back to school tomorrow,dayuuum.Nurses day dei.Urgh,whyyyyyyyyyy whyyyy on a fuuurraykin' Saturdaaaaaay!

I'm craving for seafood.Then Hatim goes like"you and your seafood.forever" hahahaha!Oh cockles,im comin' for cockles tomorrow,yeay.Anyway Tim,i hope you managed to psycho someone into not going for LionCity Reunite.If you did i'll blanje you that huge-ass burger if not,rileks one corner and vibrate on the strings tomorrow.=D

And and and You know whats the funniest thing about my patients in IMH?They call each other crazy."LU GILA AH" lol.And i've got this guy who talks like a machine guy,and this other guy said to him"eh,you drink petrol or water ah?" and that guy replied"i drink water lor"...."YOU DRINK WATER THEN WHY YOU TALK SO FAST?!" lol.Damn mean you know.

I wanna blog but i dont know what to blog about?Ah shut up,i shall sleep and pack my bags for tomorrow.No i mean pack my bags for tomorrow and sleep.xoxoxox

2008-07-25T10:49:00.002+08:00

I dont know why,majority of us girls have to go through the shittiest guys everytime.Get scolded infront of friends,get hit,abused like anything.Like as if we're their slaves.To whoever who's been hit or abused by your boyfriends,my heart goes out to you.Stay strong,you know who you are honey.=) We'll head out on Sunday!

I feel really happy tpday so i decided to cook for work.lol,really.I cooked.Its pay-day today but nehhhh,time to save some monehhhh.It sucks to be broke,y'kno?Nicotine-deprived,thamk got Afai's been supplyin' me with some before and after work.(so today im suppose to supply him ah like that,lol)I still have no idea where i'm heading to tomorrow.I need to psycho vam to chill with the rest of decks instead of goin' for lioncity reunite.Reminds me of the time we went for Comeback Kid's gig without any of our gang coming along.But we made alot of friends there,Rudy,Aidil,Tasha blahbeddy bla so he thinks we'll make even more friends this time.Dont be stupid can,YOU NOT ENOUGH FRIENDS AH?!hahaha,kidding ah babe.

Aiya ive been coughing like a mad phuck for nights already.It gets so bad at night that it feels like my head weighs a 100000kg.Sometimes it feels like it's gonna explode also.Whoaaargh,irritaytin.And the amount of phlegm in my throat is ridiculous.And its yellow.yea,i know.I hate this,i think i have really low-immune system.I make myself sound like a sick dying child.No okay,but i suffer from chronic constipation and so far in my almost 2 years of nursing,i've never seen anyone die from constipation.(no matter how many people i've cursed to get that stupid annoying sickness) =D

I miss phique&Nita.Missing persons report ah is it?lol.

2008-07-24T22:57:00.000+08:00

IT WAS NEVER FUCKING RIGHT TO HIT A GIRL!

2008-07-24T22:07:00.002+08:00

Just got home from work.Its one of those best days at work,ever.How can work ever be good?No really,it is.I've bonded with so many patients,those who were initially quiet and withdrawn in the beginning.now laughing and talking to me.Whoa,feels like you've achieved something you know.They played the guitar&sang the whole day,and i heard one of em saying"whoa,got music the whole day good,no need medicine!" hahahahahaha,music is medicine.How true;)

And then something kinda made me pissed.I had one of the patient's relative calling in to say she doesnt want her son to call her anymore,or even come back home.And he is not even allowed to call his wife&kids.How really cruel can people get.I just didnt know what to do when he sat down and started crying and whailing infront of me.If i were God,i'd make his mom die of constipation.Cruel assholes.

Another day,on afternoon tomorrow.And then its Nurses' Day celebration on Saturday at school.Cant wait to meet my enam jahanam!Miss all of em terribly.And then its our little getaway on Saturday,yeay yeay yeay!Alrightey then im goin off.Like one of em said "lets cut the candle and blow the cake!" lol,funnnny.

2008-07-24T11:16:00.002+08:00

Okay,ive only got 15 minutes to blog before i get ready for work.Working in IMH is so fun because its only 10 minutes away from my house,unlike TTSh or SGH.=D If only i was bonded there...okay maybe not.=P

Dilla honey i hope you're doing fine,chill its just a temporary situation.*huggles.Vam is hell bent on going for Lioncity Reunite this weekend at Toa Payoh CC,and if we go its only the two of us,boring mayn.Tim wants to go for Prince isobelle's at Beatz.And hatim if you go for that,you're only going alone so might as well you join us maahhhhhhhhh.*looks at tim* heukheukheuk.

I want After The Sky's tee-shirts but apparently Wan told me they've runned out of Girls sizes S&M.=( Wah laoooo,wanted to wear to their album launch one you knooooooooowwww.And i dont wanna hear anything more bout Singfest.Dont make me jealous,whoever who's going.Nyehnyehnyeh.

Okay,i think thats about it.I needa get ready fo'workkkkkk.Afternooon again tomorrow,yeay yeay yeay feels so good to wake up late!Till then.

loadsa love.

2008-07-23T23:22:00.002+08:00

Ive grown so attached to some of the patients that i'd probably cry on my last day in IMH.I had a malay patient who was so quiet and basically just sitting down and stoning yesterday.Today he played the guitar,made me sing,and talks ALOT now.=) And they're all really funny,that i dont even see them as mentally unwell patients.really.

I managed to drag my tired ass out to meet Tim.=) im glad i was of much help to you.We surely did had fun,exchange food,your heel-butt kick,vam's stupid video,vibrating on the wires at decks,aiya.And stealing Fullerton's towels!=D Love ya dooooooode.

Okay,needa run some errands,thank god im on afternoon.Im sleep-deprived.Nurses day on Saturday,HAHAHAHAHAHA.

2008-07-22T23:24:00.006+08:00

Mentally challenged vocalist turned Vendetta,Dogtown!

Tiny,& Kye in the background.

BOB!

Tim. And of course the boy who needs no pictures,Vam.

I love this boys. And nothing or noone's ever gonna leave.
Not even you bob.
& why boys?because they dont deserved to be called guys.lol,really.

I slept from the moment i had dinner,till about 11 plus,now i cant sleep and im on morning tomorrow.Baek ah,gerek.=D

2008-07-22T17:01:00.003+08:00

Its okay if you wanna act like me,try to have a life like mine.I've got awesome friends in&out of school,i've got an awesome life,awesome buncha boys to hang out with,awesome job,awesome and I'M REAL.Unlike you,so grow up,i'm done talkin' bout you and your pathetic little fake life.GET A LIFE DOG.

From today onwards,my entries shall have NOTHING to do bout you,for i've given up.And if you wanna remain fake,good for you.This shows how fucking pathetically retarded you are.
May god bless your sick little pea-brain.

with love,
nunu.

2008-07-22T16:32:00.002+08:00

IMH is awesome really.Hahahah,no really really.Though i fell asleep on the mahjong table while playing mahjong with the patients.I have really awesome patients who freaks me out sometimes and then i'll giggle secretly with Qiao Fen.And theres this handsome 18 year old boy...=( lol.right.

I mizzle the boyyyzzzz.
And i dont think im uploading the pics here,find em' at Nurie's blog.or Dilla's.Whoever's though the pics i have is different.I'll probably upload the ones i have to Passenger's myspace instead.And Hafiz,if you're reading this,can you stop fiddling with the codes on myspace,cause the page at one point of time looked really messy.nabei you tiny.

Okay,i am damn tired.I wanna jump on my new bed now!(!!!!!)

till then.

2008-07-21T21:06:00.001+08:00

I dont know why people find IMH scary.i think its fun.Really,for the bottom of my heaarrrrttttt!lol.Fanatic.

Okay bye,lazy to blog ah today.

2008-07-20T23:52:00.002+08:00

Seriously,home is the last place i wanna be in now.Nevermind,chill."take a chill pill ah babe!"

Okay passenger's gig.Was not that awesome,Kye tripped,fell on Hafiz and he fell on Vam,and Vam accidentally pushed the amps down,and then drama downstairs for awhile but its all good.=) The whole set was mrmmm,i wouldnt say its the best among the 3 gigs so far,but its okay as long as everyone had fun.Thats all that matters?yes?yes.

I think Bloody reject's set was awesome.Girl power dok,except the drummer la.=D Hatim&me nicely fell down together cause some idiot pushed us.We got dragged all the way to the back and we fell behind the curtains and the first thing to do was not to see if Tim was fine,but made sure i wasnt giving anyone a chance to upload anything at upskirt.com =D

By the way Dilla,Sally and and the boys who were standing up for me,thank you.Only shows me how much people actually cared and shit,really.But i couldnt even give a damn cause they say "pick someone your size,nunu" true enough.lol.Passenger service still rocks my socks and vam's cock.And baby its "rock with our cocks out" okay,not any other way.I'll upload pics soon nuff.Its twelve now and ive got work tomorrow,first day at IMH and then everyone goes"HAHAHAHAHAH!YOUR HOOOD SIA NUNU!" okay thanks.

Oh yes,I'd like to thank Phique's wonderful sister who packed superbly delicious spaghetti.=) thank you alotalot,i bet the boys loved it too.(you see,im surrounded by monsters)

Alright then,thats about it i guess.Pictures of Thursday's girls-day with Phique,yesterday's weekend trip and passenger's gig,soooooon.

2008-07-19T23:41:00.002+08:00

Cmmon now,dont act like you're part of somethin when you are not.Just a reminder,dont try to fucking fit in.yea mofos.

Bumped into Phique&Isa,so they joined us,and their friend(i didnt get their names) alo joined us.
Alrighteh Weekend Trip was fuckin' awesome.And i mean fucking.awesome.The bands,WGB,Caracal,Deputy Sirens,PLAIN SUNSET! furrreaaaaaakin' awesome.I was defffinitely having fun with Lina(you know i know),Hatim,Vam,Reezan in the moshpit.We saw our KUNING BOY!But he was wearing green today,=(=( so much for yellow!Okay nevermind,my kneecap hurts,my jaw hurts and everything else hurts.

Gig tomorrow,im so excited.yeeezzz yezzzzz!Lets kick iiiiiiit!
But Por Vida backed out,bleargh they were the ones i wanted to seeeeeeeee!Okay nevermind stop whining.bye la!

2008-07-19T12:59:00.003+08:00

If you wanna be cool,wear yellow today!=D Right,this one not for people who try hard to fit in eh,thanks.

Okay,its a Saturdaaayyyyy!Wait,this whole week felt like a Saturday to me.Wait till the weeks ahead come,i'll whine like a horse.Back to the point,its a saturday and its a taboo to stay at home on a Saturday for teenagers like me because saturday is when you hang out with cool friends and hang out at cool places.and try to act cool even if you're not!No idea what i was blabbering but yea,the whole point is,GET OUT OF YOUR HOUSE,head down to Scape for Weekend Trip!I sound like a desperate Advertiser.No,i dont own or host Weekend trip.I wish though.No not really i'll stick to nursing.

The Bed guy still isnt here yet.What an asshole,but i've cleaned my room,left as much space as possible for him to fix my spankin' new bed.But mommie's gonna make alooooot of noise if i leave the house before the bed guy comes.Aiya,she makes noise about everything,and thats why they're all called Mommies.=D

Okay,this runny nose and cough is really irritating.My phlegm is yellow and thick.Sounds disgusting right?i know,taste disgusting also.Okay bye!

2008-07-18T23:56:00.004+08:00

Hahahahaha,omg i think i laughed too much today.

I met Hatim,and we got abit confused(erhem,disorientated.lol) about me gettin' into his train and shit.And there was this guy who was walking around infront of me,while talking on the phone.Like his backside got cacing.And hatim,AKU SAYANG KAU.(you know,i know.Ouch!lol!)
Then it was just me&tim,talking a whole load of nonsense.Bob& this girl came.....i forgot her name,as usual.And we were talking more and when both hafiz came it was MORE nonsense.STD la,Margaret la..aiya.Buncha random dingdongs.

Presenting to you.....THE LOVE OF PASSENGER SERVICE,Hafiz Dogtown's in da' houzzzeeeee!(memang macam anjing betol)

i know,this video is sooooo yesterday.New year's eve,where the guys got the booooze and started acting like dogs on the looooozzzeee.

The first gig,and we were all bored after that.So when we're bored,we show Hafiz how much we love him!we love you dawwwwwwwwwwwg!

Aight nigggggguuuuuhs,gonna head to bed.need all that energy to dance like Kuning tomorrow!yea yea yea!loadsa love!

2008-07-18T13:14:00.002+08:00

I've got a job,i'm fucking paid.So i can really afford an 8.50 ticket.

Ohmygod,this is so fucking retarded.Since when did we had all this happening?Since when did we bicker over such a fucking trivial matter?I am utterly disgusted.But i shall behave like a fucking 19 year old,and move on.Cause i aint got no fuckin' time to quarrel and stand up for myself like i used to.Im growing old.

Anyway,Its a Friday.Daymn,work next week.Oh but its okay you know,having a job only means i'm being paid.And i dont have to expect free shit.Yea,good.Mommy always taught me not to depend on others.Yea,back to what i was sayin,im lookin' forward to the weeks ahead.I'll be in IMH for two weeks(not as a patient i swear,though i think i need psychiatric help NOW) and i've heard way too much bout' all the patients there and im not even a tad scared.More like excited!=D Im gonna be there with Mooniera&hedayah!yay!Can you sense how excited i am.

I love my job and i'll never trade it for anything else in the world.So what if i wipe asses for 10 years?!I'll still be happy.(though thats not where i wanna stop) And i was just talkin' to mommy about how much nurses in Aussie&US earns.For your info,they earn 5 times more the amount that im gonna get when i graduate.Really,no kidding.And mommy was like"migrate la!And bring me along,you know you have to take care of me right.haha AND DONT GET MARRIED FIRST IF YOU WANT TO MIGRATE,trust me" yea,wait who's getting married.Boo boys boo.
I've kinda thought about my path and stuff.Im definitely going for my Dip. cause if i have that someone else can shut the fuck up and stop acting like an arrogant bastard.

Omg,i sense so much anger in this post.Pathetically,I think its because i havent had my shower.Wheres the connection,i dont know.

I wish you,
Would miss me.
*JENG JENG JENG JENG*
the way that i miss youuuuuuuuhoooooo!

Lina,Reezan,Noor and Hatim......TOMORROW IS KUNING DAY!So lets be cool,lets wear kuning and ~~Goncang-goncang~~ goyang-goyang to Plain Sunset!

And by the way,those who dont know anything please dont macam paham and act like you're a part of everything.Ewwwwrgh.You dont know how this feels like.I can go on and on and on about this but no,mommy says its time to act maturely and stop whining about the world.Am i really growing old?Just yesterday i was whining to phique about ERP rates,about rising costs and shit,and then we just realised we're talking like as if we're 25.Really,=( Im growing old.I wanna be eighteen again.I still wanna run around the school wih a lollipop in my mouth.Blaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh.

Time to shower,Meeting Hatim&Hafiz to whine about my life.

Oh btw,awesome line ups for Baybeats mayn.Silhouette,Anna Judge April!Whooooh,fuckin' aweeeesssssooooooooooooome.Okay seriously now,bye.

2008-07-18T00:07:00.002+08:00

I'd love to blog about how lovely my meet-up with Phique was,but it'd be better if i had the pics.Cause really we took alot of lovely pictures=D So i'll blog em when she sends the pictures to me online.Or maybe y'all can just keep a lookout at her blog!=)

Anyway,its jammin' with the boys tomorrow!Yeeeeeehaaaaaaaaaaaawwwwwwwwwwww!

xoxoxoxox

2008-07-17T16:08:00.002+08:00

NUNU'S IN THE PISSIESTEST MOOOD RIGHT NOW.SO FUCK OFF,OR RISK GETTING A CACTUS IN YOUR ASS.

Theres this really annoying guy on my msn.Each time i'm online he asks me what i'm doing,if im free tomorrow,day after tomorrow,saturday,sunday,next week,next next week.FUCKING ANNOYING YOU KNOW.Dont you have a life?Well i do.and ive got no time to entertain fuckers like you who only needs a pussy to satisfy their needs.

Anyway,life's been the biggest bitch alive.I know its been awhile since i whined bout' life and everything else around.Im feeling really frustrated now cause mommy apparently bought a new bed for me and its arriving this weekend and i havent had time to dismantle the old bed.So i tried it just now and i fucking cant break the damn bed frame.Its so annoying cause i accidentally hammered my finger and it hurts.And i think ive been really dumb lately.I remember how vam used to think i was blonde in my previous life.Cheebye.

My internet connection has been down,some azzzhollleee cut the wires outside my unit,i think.If im not wrong,and if the wires weren't supposed to be that way.Anyway,i thought the line got cut and i was frustrated with my dad a lil'bit so i decided to call Singtel up and they said we've paid the bills,maybe its just the modemn.I know,irritating whore.This fucking modemn has been giving us problems since forever.And everyone else in this house will never get it fixed cause everyone is so fucking busy.My ass.if i knew how to do it i'd be doing it by myself already.I cannot live without the internet.I CANNOT LIVE WITHOUT THE INTERNET LAAAAAAAAAAAAA!urgh.

Time to save up,buy a fucking laptop and use the free wireless downstairs.We used to have wireless in the house till the fucking modemn(AGAIN) effed up and died on us,and you know some people just cannot fucking prioritise their time and just fucking geddit done for once and for all.I feel like planting a bomb in this house.

Im feeling sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo pissed right now i can explode and turn into a Squidward.

Off to meet phique.

2008-07-16T12:08:00.002+08:00

Sometimes girls can get abit stupid.How can you ever fall for someone you've never met in person,never talk to before?And all you've seen is a picture of him.(?!)And that guy is....Hafiz Dogtown.OF ALL PEOPLE SIAK?!?!?!?!?!?!That retarded guy you like.hahahahahahahah,funny.

Eh peopleeeeee,Got happening gig on Sunday okay.You all must come down because seriously damn power.

"lets go hardcore dancing!" gig.

Passenger Service
For Better Endings
Dante's Theory
Ebony's Call
Bloody Rejects
Por Vida

Fucking awesome line-ups.Cant wait to catch FBE and Por Vida!
Tix selling at $8.50!

See y'all.

2008-07-16T00:02:00.002+08:00

Gosh my back hurts so badly.My eyes are burnning.Been online since what?7 in the evening,been chattin' with a few peeps online.Nurul&me bitchin' bout little nippply-nipply nigguh.Wan and me talkin' about Malaysia,bout how After The Sky went Malaysia and couldnt find a hotel and at one point of time,one of the hotel was even CLOSED?lol.Malaysia boleh!yey!

Oh and yesterday there were road blocks everywhere,at sucha wrong timing when i needed to pee damn badly.My bladder almost exploded man.And my sister kept cracking jokes and i had to like cover my ears for awhile.Yea,that bad.My sister+her husband=LOL.So much jokes man,that at one point of time i just wanted to roll on the floor.

Grandpoppa not doin' so well.But yea,still strong,still can crack jokes with us.HUKM(hosp.Uni.Kebangsaan Msia or sumps),theres a very funny story behind this."achooo km",nabei dont know how to pronounce properly.=P

okay gon' get some sleeep!

2008-07-15T19:12:00.002+08:00

I havent had my shower.I feel very dirty but im so lazy.=D Im back from Kay-Ell.Yea' for a day only,just to visit grandpops.

Really really heartbreakin' to see him in sucha state.He's got pressure sores now and shit,and urghhhhh.Anyway,alot of really hilarious incidents happened.Like how we got stucked at the end of the tunnel cause our taxi brokedown.And i sweared to my sister that if anythin' were to happen i'll still stay in the taxi.I mean,it was raining so heavily.And we ate ALOT,like fuggin' alot.Seafood,duh.Lol,i think i gained like 10 Kgs.And this is where vam goes like"Tell me something new" nabei.

What else.Oh i think im falling sick again.I feel feverish and urgh,ive got blood-stained phlegm.And i swear upon my sick anus it tastes like shit.I miss the boys,i miss my girlfriends.And nitaaaaaa,hahahahaha meangirl.com lol!Inside joooke,=D

And i dont understand how people can stoop so low.How really immature people can get.Sulking cause of something very minor,geezuz.I dont give a damn anyway.Cause im much better than that;) yea mofos.

And vam's been doing this FREAKING IRRITAYYYYTIN' shit thats been getting on my nerves.Okay dah.

2008-07-14T03:46:00.003+08:00

Whatever.

Im much better than that.

c'mmon,getcho army of idiots.

2008-07-14T00:03:00.012+08:00

While sessioning at Pasir Ris,Hafiz came and he was supposedly supposed to finish the lyrics but he came with a new toy....so we decided to try it out.And it ended up with Kye elbowing my forehead.And in the pictures below,it shows how much love we have for each other.....right.Hafiz Dogtown and HatimHaha not in the pictures they were ...mrmm-hrmm having some private time alone together.How sweet=)

We started out really nicely.

Bob,kye,hafiz,nunu,Vam

Then things started to get a lil' bit durrrrty.

And everyone was fighting for space.

Hafiz went like"OOOOI!MY MOUSE!!OOOI STOP AHH SO MANY ALRDY!!"
And kye "JUST CLICK AMEK AJE AMEK AJEEE!"
So i got hold of the mouse and kept clicking,lol.

And i pushed vam away,cause he is so irritating.
Okay stop right there.I think thats nuff.We took 122 photos in like 3 minutes.We all look so lovely in there dont we?I know we do.

And then Noor tried to irritate me.

hahha idiot.Okay thats alot of pictures.Thats about it,heading to KL tomorrow morning.Have fun y'all.

2008-07-13T00:30:00.003+08:00

if you're in any of the pictures below,you are missed.=(

LIZZIE!
Weeza&Sid!

PHIQUE&NITA!

No really,really.I havent met lizzie for AGES already.I think the last time we hung out was when Her family asked me to join them at Straits Kitchen.Gosh lizzie&my family sorta have connections.From our grandfathers right down to us.lol,and Fariza too!But i dont really have her picture here.=P lol.Me&fariza got alot of embarrassing moments together in school.I used to bully her alot in primary 3 or 4?Then after that she started bullying me alot also.hahahaha.

And its so funny that we live really near to each other but we never really see each other around.lol,yea.

I miss sid&weeza alot.Those times cookin' nuggets at weeza's place.lol,and weeza&me have the exact same way of cooking and frying things.Like we stand really far away from the stove.Hahahahaha!Still can feed me curry chicken with rice.....tak puase somemore.lol.And sid!Nugget with curry sauce and bread eh!lol.No this year ,we must do properly.(thats what we say every year.lol)

And who can ever forget bout' phique&nita.The hit combo.Noone messes with us.lol,right.Especialy minah tudongs.Right giiiirrrrrls?=D My kakak-kerjas.Haha i think that name will stick to you both(and me in time to come) forever.=D miss you teteks very much.very.

Had a really nice Saturday.Saw the Cancer thingymajiggy gig at Scape.Saw alot of people,sat down with Hariz&his girlfriend,i forgot her name.=P Hariz now like gangster already,people blocked his view and he threw a cup at that apparently hot girl.Fierce.After The Sky was awesome,but the mics were effed-up.Whats with gigs and fucked up sound systems mayn dayuuum.Okay anyway,Vam&me had seafooooood.YEAAAAAAAAAAA,tell me allll bout' it.And then i like ate the most number of cockles till alot of flies came and i felt disgusted so i gave up.Eeeew,who knows the fly might have landed on someone's shit before it attacked our cockles.I mean,its quite normal for a fly isnt it?Yea,but we finished everything else though,and we had to suck in our tummies cause really,it was huge.Mine was...humongous.All that shit bout' losing weight eh,i give up.Im never gonna lose it,so why bother.(like real,after this,call vam and whine like bodo)

Met the boys at Decks.The boys were sessioning,Haiqal and me were doin' that hiphawwwp shiate."we're the hipchoppas' yo." Yea,and laughing at like really silly jokes.If you seeemeeeelllllllllllll(for idiots:smell)*does the tongue-rolllin thang* ah,alot.And then we started bitchin' bout this lil' someone.Urmmm-hrmmm,not gonna elaborate much on this,but if people trusted you enough to have even gone to that extend,its only right you pay him back what he deserves.Not leave him in some kinda shit and run away and act like fucking retards.Buncha cock suckers.Boo you.

Its a Sunday,plan was supposed to meet Lizzie&Fariza,but that busy-bee's gotta go across the country for Durians.Eeeew,the smell.So guess im meetin' the boys.And off to KL on Monday morning to pay grandpoppa a visit.He's been really sick,unconscious and stuff,sigh.Y'know when people get old.I wonder what i'll die from.Please dont tell me its constipation.Please.Or anything related to that.Or get banged by a car or anything.Whoa,that'll be damn sad la.But vam would be damn happy.DAMN.right,ah right.hahahahahaha,ive been teasing that boy the whole day.But funny he didnt get irritated with me,lol."ya lah,3 years already .....(insert anything related to how romantic and sweet we were 3 years ago)"

i realised this is a damn long entry.Why ah?I just keep typing and typing like fun.Ya really,one of those days you just feel like talking and typing so much till you dont even know what you're talking about like nowi seriously have no idea what im talking lah but you know i just feel the sense of satisfaction after typing and pressing on every button on my keyboard.BUTTON?okay whatever you call this lah okay.Okay stop it.OH NONONONO,awesome gig happenin' next sunday.Passenger Service,For Better Endings,Ebony's call,whoever else i forgot who.But really,its gonna be an awesome gig cause im gonna get in for free.=D

goodnight see y'all soon.

2008-07-12T01:30:00.002+08:00

Whoooh,hello.hello.hello.Weekends,finally.Ive been waiting the whole week for tomorrow.No i mean TODAY.And its a week's break for me since SGH's having their JCI Audit.yea yea yea.And they apparently dont want students around,but we're the ones who have to help em with springcleaning and shit.Nabei.YOU BETTER PAY ME MORE NEXT MONTH!

And i cant wait for IMH posting.But i know i'll still prefer ED.Feeling2 like Grey's Anatomy with the group&the mask!lol,macam paham only.

Okay,it's seafood later in the evening.yeeezzaaaaahhhhhh!

2008-07-10T22:49:00.002+08:00

Heyho.Argh i'm so tired from all that running around.

Had alot of Trauma cases today.Worst was this old man who got knocked down by a lorry.He was gettin' better after a few scans till his condition just suddenly deteriorated and had to be incubated.Poor man,and i hope that lorry driver gets run over by a 30-tonne crane 10 times and still dont die but suffer from constipation for the rest of his pitiful life.Amek kau.

And have you heard of anyone who shoved a WHOLE apple up his asshole just to relieve constipation?Yes,trust me.Someone did just that.Cause apparently,his FRIEND said "you take apple ah.apple very good." And his friend didnt ELABORATE to him that it was supposed to be taken orally..not as a rectal suppository.No i mean,WHO NEEDS TO ELABORATE ON THAT PART?dumb fucker.Now he's stucked with a stoma bag for the rest of his life.

ED is so fun.I'd love to work there for the rest of my liiiiiiifeeeeeeeeeeee.I sweaaaaaaaaaaar.
=D

2008-07-09T19:10:00.003+08:00

I dont know how to explain how much FUN i had working in the Emergency Dept. Till i didnt even wanna go for my break.I was in the Resus room all the way,had so many freaky cases comin' in.Like a Trailor driver who collided with another Trailor and shit.Dayum it was all bloody and he had lacerations from his forehead all the way to the back of his head.Hadi&Me were total busybodies,asking the super "on" staff nurse if we could see the wound.And i saw how they did external Pacing,and im so clever at doing ECGs now,that Hadi&Me were called "ite-simei emergency team" lol!Each time they needed someone to do an ECG they'll call us and we'll come running with our ECG machines and shit.=D

And the staff nurse at the Ortho dept. even let us use the computer cause we were so bored at one point of time that Omar&me were surveying for cheap cars on the www. Yeah, i'm planning to get a small,cheap one once i start working.Insyallah.I dont need a volkswagen beetle(like i've always dreamt of) or a Suzuki Swift(mom gave me false hopes=( boo).I'll be really happy with anything cheap.That i can pay for and still survive with the whatever money i have left.

So its day 2 at ED tomorrow.Ah,im so gonna stay in the Resus room again!=D

Alright,really tired.Legs aching like hell,and im workin' till Saturday.Thanks to the viral-infection.

2008-07-09T17:31:00.002+08:00

SGH has the most power Emergency Dept. staff. Makes me feel like requesting for ED when i graduate!=D =D

2008-07-08T22:47:00.002+08:00

lizzie. says:
i totally need crazy laughs wit u
Nunu says:
hahahahahaha!i so totally need to laugh at you
Nunu says:
you and your bad sense of direction
lizzie. says:
eh. it's driving me crazy ok.
lizzie. says:
i totally need to get directions right, man.
lizzie. says:
and stop laughing AT me. hahahah
Nunu says:
hahahahahahahahahahahaha
Nunu says:
You need the GPS data shit that they have in my phone
Nunu says:
it'll make sure u go the right way
lizzie. says:
i have the navigation thing in the car ok.
lizzie. says:
still doesnt do me good.
lizzie. says:
hahaha
Nunu says:
hahahaha hopeless.nevermind once i pass mine.i drive you ard and make you familiar with directions
Nunu says:
I MAKE SURE.
lizzie. says:
hahahaha
lizzie. says:
yaaa. if i still cant get it right, i blame you.
Nunu says:
no if you still cant geddit right....
Nunu says:
hahaha its just you.hahahaha its so you.
lizzie. says:
then no choice, you have to live with a friend like me.
lizzie. says:
hahahah
Nunu says:
for the rest of my pitiful life
Nunu says:
WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
lizzie. says:
wah lau eh!
lizzie. says:
hahahah. that pitiful ah
lizzie. says:
hahah
Nunu says:
ok la ok la because you my bestfriend.....
Nunu says:
hahahahaha!
lizzie. says:
BETTER BE! if not... *lizzie shows her fist*
lizzie. says:
amek kau.
Nunu says:
ooooh dah pandaaaaaaaaaaai
Nunu says:
you better be nice to me,i stood up for you when thisfashion dissed you ok!
Nunu says:
lol!
lizzie. says:
hahahah. thats what friends are for...
lizzie. says:
okay2.. i love you for that ok!
Nunu says:
hahaha you better
Nunu says:
and for everything else also
lizzie. says:
yes yes. AND YOU BETTER BE GRATEFUL TO ME ALSO. for helping you with yusof when you were in primary school. for helping you when tyara and fariza have issues with you in primary school. for helping you being SANE and not let you go down the drain to help a dying kitten....
lizzie. says:
for accompanying you EVERYDAY AFTER SCHOOL TO EAT!
Nunu says:
WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAH!
lizzie. says:
masyaallah!
Nunu says:
zaman kentalan
lizzie. says:
YOU LAH.
lizzie. says:
lepas skola je.. mee soto lah.
lizzie. says:
mee rebus lah.
Nunu says:
WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
lizzie. says:
nasi goreng lah.
Nunu says:
KANGKONG!
Nunu says:
lol!
lizzie. says:
thats why! tau pon.
lizzie. says:
hahahahahahah
Nunu says:
EH I ALSO HELPED YOU WITH FAZLY OK!
Nunu says:
AND WHEN TIARA LIKED IRFAN!
Nunu says:
AND WHEN FARIZA KEPT RUNNIN AFTER THAT STUPID TEACHER I FORGOT WHO!
lizzie. says:
HAHAHA.
lizzie. says:
TRICIAAAAAAAAAAAA!
Nunu says:
AH YAH YAH
lizzie. says:
then we gossipped about she being lesbian.
lizzie. says:
and actually TOLD HER ABOUT IT.
lizzie. says:
wahh.
lizzie. says:
hahahahah
Nunu says:
and dont you dare forget about the time YOU FIND FAULT WITH SOME GANGSTER and then you ran home and left me&fariza to settle it alone
Nunu says:
WAH LAO!
lizzie. says:
hahaha!!
lizzie. says:
seriously ah.
lizzie. says:
to tell you the truth, i was scared shit ah.
lizzie. says:
YOU LAH!. anyhow scold people across the road. then they find us.
lizzie. says:
LOL
Nunu says:
ME AH ME.
Nunu says:
it was you ah
Nunu says:
you were like"eh not happy come ah!"
Nunu says:
and wen they came you gave us excuses"my mother ask me to go home"
lizzie. says:
isit? blerghhh. then you. find fault with pakcik bustop. HAHAHAHAHAHAH!!
Nunu says:
FUNNNNY AH
Nunu says:
hahaha and got detention for that
Nunu says:
WAHAHAHAHAHA!

Omg,reminiscing bout the past.There was so much more,SO much more.lol!lizzzzzieee lizzzieee.
thats why she my bestbestbestfriend.hahahaha!

2008-07-08T22:22:00.003+08:00

Yezzzzaaaah,i passed. ;)
Wheeeoooo,and vam's treating me to seafood.Power shit!
We're gonna go dating on Saturday.(as if we dont date everyother day)

And lizzie baby,i hope you're fine man.I mean,i dont care about your car,no matter how much it means to you cause you mean so much more than just a bloody machine does.=D AND YOU BETTER THANK GOD YOU STILL ALIVE!i love you babygirl!

Okay,A&E tomorrow!yeeezzzahhhh.

2008-07-07T23:52:00.002+08:00

viral infection=2 days mc.

It just cant get any worse.=(

whyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

BTT tomorrow lah dei.

And this head is spinning like a soccer ball.

my neck hurts like hell.

I wanna run away.

And thank you silly boy for that chocolate waffle.

And for coming down all the way from work even though i was being sucha whiny bitch.

grumpy,whiny pork.=P

Goodnight.

2008-07-07T19:05:00.002+08:00

So dont think you know me well enough,when you actually dont.

Im sick.Im running a temperature.And my father is the most irritating bastard ever.
And i shall not take my words back for he has done way too much for me to ever forgive him.I wonder how my mom did,but you can dream that i'll ever will.

Being sick has got nothing to do with fucking coming back home late everyday.And it doesnt bother you whether im sick or not.I die or not.I dont use your fucking money nor do i fucking owe you a living.So stop thinking you can control my life,you dont even play a part in it anymore.__ i dont need a fucking cheat as a father.

And i dont care who reads this,i dont care what people's perception is towards me&my family now,for i dont care about this stupid house and the people who live in it anymore except for mommy&grandmom of course.And you can dream about getting money from me.I may be punished for this,but only God knows how fucking disappointed i am with you.And to find out that you're still cheating,and you think your daughter is only 5 and she doesnt know anything.And you ct so fucking innocent and that fucking disgusts me.You ignorant bastard.

Pardon me for this post.And if anyone reads this they'd probably think im an ungrateful daughter and would probably hope my children will treat me the same way i treated this asshole.But trust me,i'll never cheat.ORmake use of my partner's money to cheat and leave the housebills hanging for my CHILDREN to settle while i am still alive&working.

burn in hell motherfucker.

2008-07-06T23:08:00.005+08:00

Yea,thats right,im not missing you.

Spongebob had his worst day ever,i had my dumbest day ever.*slaps forehead* Like effin' seriously.Okay fageddaboutdit.I'd only be spoiling my cool image if i were to type it all here.hahaha,i dont care,i AM cool.=D

And because vam's been such an a-hole,he's promised to treat me seafood this comin' saturday.Cause' ive been going on and on about cockles the whole day.We were at the skate park,saw this white girl acting all slutty.With 2 boys hugging and kissing her at the same time,and another boy in the middle of the legs.(!?!) yea' problem with this white girls is they think its aiiiiiiight,cause thats how they do it back in their hoooood or somethin.Ohmygod,trash.I hate to go the park when theres all this white girls acting all slutty with ultra-mini skirts,low cut tops,with a super non-existent cleavage.hahahahahaha.Okay whatever.

Yesterday,was out with the boys.But before that vam&me headed to Suntec to catch Dont Mess With The Zohan.We had superb couple seats and next time im gonna watch a movie it'd be at the same place again,i swear.The show was fucking hilarious,got me laughing till i think i accidentally farted and the sofa kinda vibrated.Wait,what sofa?YEA SOFA.Okay and then,yea basically it was two thumbs up!I dont know why it only had 2 and half stars but fuck all this ratings.I wanna catch Wanted too.Next weekend hopefully.WHO WANNA WATCH WANTED WITH ME PLEASE TAG ME PLEASE.

Okay after that Vam left since he needed to attend some family dinner.I was lef with the boys and Faizal.Faizal's like my scandal cause the other day while i was walking from school,to the simei MRT,a guy asked for my number(LIKE FUCKING SERIOUSLY LA.LOL) and i RAN to him and held his arms.yea' anyway,we watched the fireworks,played Murderer&detective and Kye just HAD to tell everyone that i was the murderer.Damn cheeeeeeeeebye you know that guy.Anyway,blahbeddyblah,left for home with Nurie!And we had this sad talk bout' losing our loved ones and stuff.But dont worry hon,cause nunu's here!;)

Okay,ive got a reflective journal to do,and i havent even started on it.I havent written my letter to get off work earlier on Tuesday fr my BTT.Speaking of which,i havent studied but i really dont wanna do it for the 3rd time.Goodness,for god's sake just lemme get through it.=P Okay,wanna go get shit done and then probably hang on the phone with that boy till i get sleeepy.xoxox have a good week.

A&E POSTING DOK!

2008-07-05T12:30:00.002+08:00

I need a lil' getaway.

yea,its comin!

And its time to save money.=P

Cause i havent been doin' that.

And i keep proscastinating.

Cause i'm so good at that.

I needa go for Hep.B vaccination.

And its like overdued already,

shit.

Dont mess with the Zohan!

Cant wait for layta.

See y'all around!

xoxox,

Nunu.

2008-07-05T00:32:00.003+08:00

Just about an hour ago,ryan was having fever as high as 39.7 and he was shivering.Everyone got kinda worried,thinking he'd have fits.Now,he's playing soccer and forcing my brother-in-law to be the goalkeeper.Now you know why i dont understand this boy.

Work was really fun today.More like playtime.Ain,Omar,Hadi&me.We were like teasing Omar cause this humongous girl wanted his number,and he ran away.Like literally ran away.Got us laughing our ass off mayn.And then Hadi kept disturbin' that humongous girl's lil' brother and suddenly his mom popped out of nowhere and we had to act really,really innocent.But i couldnt help but to giggle here&there.And that stupid silly PCA knocked his knee on the medicine trolley and acted really gay,got us laughing till we almost rolled on the floor."I DONT KNOW"*turns head away.Omg,this is work.=D

Im nauseating.Me&my sister played with the roundabout downstairs,and i almost fell off and hurt my knee.But it was fun!Cause we kept spinning it till we were screaming&screaming.lol,made me feel like a 5 year old.

Gonna catch a movie with Vam,before we meet em' boys.And i've been eating alot as in,seriously fuggin' ALOT.Time to cut down,time to work that bodddddy.Time to lose this*pinch fats* yea.Omg.if i were to stand on the weighing machine now i'd probably sink into depression.Ahhh,girls.Alright,time to hit the sheets!

2008-07-04T10:36:00.002+08:00

1. how many children do you want?
- at the most,two.I dont need a buncha dickheads at home.
2. where would u go if someone sponsors u an air ticket?
- i'd love to go to paris or even Alaska!Or anywhere n Europe!
3. what's your favourite thing to do?
- Just get out of the house and do anything.
4. Do u think money can buy happiness?-
i'd be lying if i said no.It doesnt,to a certain extend.
5. If u were given a chance to receive something, what would it be?
- Vam's brains.
6. have u ever regret in life?
- and this is where people bullshit and say they would never ever regret anythign in life.
YES I DO HAVE REGRETS.
7. what are u afraid to lose?-
My mom,my job.
8. if you win 1 million, what would u do?-
bring mommy on a shopping spree!bring phique&nita to paris with me!
And PS can release their EP next month already!=D
9. what do u dream of doing in the future?
-I still wanna do something related to nursing.But im not gonna clean asses for the rest of my life.=)
10. list out 3 good point on who gave this survey?-
Dilla,ive never really seen her down,cheerful, and i miss her!=D
11. Can you prioritize?-
Most of the time,no.
12. what type of person do u hate most?-
People who try to fit in when they no they cant.
13. if u could hv a superpower what would it be?-
to be able to wash vam's brains just by staring.
14. which season do u like?-
i love autumn!
15. what do u think is the most important thing in ur life?-
to remain sane,and not care bout fuckers who just wanna see you go down down down.

16. if u have a bf, would u die with him?
- no.If he's gonna die tomorrow,no.I havent accomplished my goals.
17. who was the last person who hugged u?
- Ryan the bugger.
18. what is the one thing u want it badly now?-
SLEEEEEEEEEEP!
19. whom are u close to?-
vam,phique&Nita,sid.
20. favourite colour of ur world?
- everyone knows this.Green.

2008-07-04T10:20:00.002+08:00

How i wish i can throw this whole box right into your face.How i wish i was even
strong enough to do alll that.And never even regret.

I met bestie and his mom yesterday at SGH.Sid had some medical check-up and was with his mom.(hahaha anak mak betol)And his mom is seriously funny,tellin' us bout how her daughter has banned her from riding in her car.hahahaha!And Sid dreams about marrying an Arab girl..any takers?Any?haha,wait longlong lah eh bestfriend.

We had prayers for Godma's death anniversary,it was supposed to be on 7th July.Sigh its been three years,but it doesnt really seem like it.And i miss her alot,alot.I dont know how to tell you guys how much i miss her,but i swear i miss her more than anythng else in the world and if could wish for anythinf besides excelling in nursing,it'd be to meet her and tell her how much i've been missing her. =( i feel like shit.

Work's been fine of course.But i hate how i'll look like at the end of the day.My face would be so oily it'll fill up my brother's petrol tank.Stupid weather!Okay so its Friday today,finally.Im on afternoon,with some really awesome,happening colleagues.yeezzaaah,and seriously ward 47 has been the BEST ward i've ever worked in.I dont wanna leaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaave!=P

2008-07-02T10:26:00.002+08:00

Yezzzah afternoon again,but im on morning tomorrow.And i cant meet the boys today.=P
And i needa go for my 3rd Hep B vaccination,i needa do so much things and aaaaaah.This is when i feel like exploding.

okay bye.a longer post when i feel like it.

2008-07-02T00:00:00.002+08:00

The start of the year was horrible for us.But things have been a lil' bit better.We've been on the good side fo'while probably cause we're too lazy to even find each other's faults.=P love you abg kong.....FORTY MONTHS ALREADY SIAKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!How did we even get this far.=D

Sorry i not romantic and give romantic post.Cause Vam doesnt like romantic girls.

2008-07-01T23:39:00.002+08:00

I dont understand why people go to such extend to get famous.And seriously each time i hear bout this girl,i wish i can like karate kick her 10 times.hiyyyyyyakkk dish!Famefame fame,if getting in and fitting into the scene is all you fucking care about,get your non-virgin asshole out of our sight,go make music in your house.Oh wait you dont even have one.=P

And my nursing officer damn power. ;) she smuggled me and two friends into the air-con room to sit down and eat chocolates while she keep a lookout for us.lol,MANA MAU DAPAT BEB?!
Okay,wanna check mails,check some videos,check out some songs.And probably..sleep.Omg my legs are aching!

2008-07-01T11:21:00.002+08:00

I know where i stand.And i've never thought of wanting to compete with you in terms of education.And you know what?I dont bother bout arrogant assholes like you,cause i know im much better than that.So tell me what has you diploma done?Has it even landed you into a proper job?Or has it even landed you in a university you've always talked about?(Oh wait you got rejected)No?Okay so shut up.

Cause i've gotten my first job,im happy,im earning my own shit,i pay for my own shit.I dont dream about having a car just so i can marry into my boyfriend's family,and id ont ask others to pay for my school fees. ;) cause if you dont havvit,then you work for it.Idiot.

2008-06-30T23:07:00.002+08:00

First day was awesome.I know,its so rare to hear a 19 year old saying work was fun,waking up and wiping people's ass was fun,getting wet in the toilet with a nyonya was fun.But really,it was fun.With a kick-ass ward sister,with a pretty nice lecturer and with effing awesome colleagues.=)
And i've got Accident&Emergency posting next week,YAY!Im so lookin' forward to it.

Was with Haddad,Ariff and Vam just now.Chilled at United Square till bout' almost 10.Ariff is like a joke himself,we kept laughing at him.Took a video of him without him knowing,hahahaha"tangan maintain ah" aiya,pantat lah that guy.Then we talked about friends cheating friends of money.Which,as many of you know i went through it just recently.HAHAHAHA i know,so retarded.Wrong bank account number,long atm queue alamak funny.Now that i really think about it,about how desperate and stupid people are.Money is the root of all evil.=)

Not gonna see Vam till what?Friday?Im even on afternoon on Friday.But nevermind,work's fun!=P Alrighteh,gonna get some sleep.Take care peeps.

2008-06-29T20:34:00.002+08:00

Start of attachment tomorrow.Seriously,ive gone through hell in TTSH,with that lecturer around,and im sure i can go through anything else since i've gone through her.=) Insyallah. There's so much more critical skills this time round,and i havent read up on anything,uh-huhh.Y'all should know how i've been spending my holiday.=P I wanna pass this posting well,i wanna bring up my GPA.Urgh.

Cousin's engagment was okay,food was whooh.But hell i was tired,my eye's still swollen.Kept beggin' mommy to go home,lol.And while i was on my way home i saw Ruzanna at the bustop!Whoa,seriously not many have seen me in baju Kurung(except freakz,duh) hahahahaha.

I keep thinking of tomorrow maaaayn.Wakin' up early.Dayum son.
And the boys.=P Some of em' started working already means not everyone will be aound at the same time.Kye cant get off work on saturdays,and he works 12-9 every single day.Im on shifts,but thank the lord im off on weekends,Tim's working pretty near to SGH and i can just hop by to get free coffee(aku tau ape kau nak ckp,wak pagek)

I'll so miss lepaking at the decks on weekdays when no M&Ms are around,really.=(
Alrighteh,gonna go get some fooood now.Take care,wish me luck tomorrow.

2008-06-29T13:08:00.001+08:00

DONT FUCKING TREAT ME LIKE A BABY YOU BLOODY 17 YEAR OLD.

2008-06-29T00:20:00.002+08:00

I havent had nuff sleep.I came home at 8 in the morning and only manafed to get 3 hours of sleep.My lower left eyelid is swollen and god knows why.Mosh party was fucking awesome shit.For better endings was brutal,After the Sky was awesome,Prince isobelle was great.Jarell's hair like singa lapar.

And esplanade is a fucked up place on Saturday nights.

And its twelve am now,and i hafta get up early for cousin's engagement tomorrow.WAH LAO EH WRONG TIMING SIA SHIT.

attachment's on Monday.Alright ah geng,timing gerek.nabei.

2008-06-27T02:17:00.005+08:00

Pics of yesterday's girls-day with Mooniera!=D*hannah montanna face*

Went down to Kimage,got our hair dyed.Took like 3 friggin' hours mayn dayuuumm.Moon's hair was seriously takin' forever."quit playing games with my hair" lol,silly girl.I even had time to go down to the basement to get yakun toasts for both of us,just so we wont go hypo along the way or sumps.Both hairy heads done,to Scape we went,for some yummylicious nice seafood i've been craving for.

We were trynna take a pic together,with self-timer and then this guy had to come and interrupt "exxcuseee meee,you know where money changer??" i dont care,i just posed=D

yea,for TWO HUNGRY GIRLS. Who starved just so they could fill their tummies with all this.Girls go through extreme measures just to get what they want9and its not even about losing weight....*slaps head*)

Full&Happy!=D

Chilled at Taka,where we talked and bitched and made fun of hannah montana.(not exactly) lol!laughed like total goons,omg.Seriously crazy,i cant imagine.We were just laughing at one particular person.lol!

must've been the seafood,lol!

awesome day,love you baby!;)

2008-06-27T00:14:00.003+08:00

hello.
2 years ago,Azri taught me how to cook maggi goreng and i remembered he went like "INGAT!API KECIK!INGAT!"lol!2 years later.

Me:Azri!i cooked maggi goreng for vinod(VAM,but he calls him vinod,for no reason),and he said very nice!and i remembered you"INGAT!API KECIK!INGAT!"

and then he said he'd teach me BLACK PEPPER STINGRAY.Ni budak betol punye hardcore.

Azri says:
first just rendam the black pepper with water and lemon
Nunu says:
where to get black peppper sia?
Azri says:
black pepper sauce, beli kat ntuc or what la
Azri says:
haha
Nunu says:
how does it even look like
Azri says:
glass bottle kind?mcm maggi uh haha
Nunu says:
ooooh.hahahaha i thought like pepper
Azri says:
haha nola
Azri says:
ahaha simple je
Nunu says:
so the sauce rendam with lemon and water?like how much?
Azri says:
nono!
Azri says:
the stingray
Azri says:
utk hilang kan the smell
Nunu says:
hahahaha kau tgk aku punye bodo.
Azri says:
ahahhahaha
Nunu says:
wait.the sauce,lemon AND water AND stingray?
Azri says:
nono
Azri says:
the stingray, mix a lemon/lime with water

this is how stupid i am!
he even went to the extend of drawing it on msn.

Azri says:
cover the stingray
Azri says:
with a metal cover
Azri says:
cover the stingray like this

WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Im gonna cook it!i dont care!=D and prove to Fathur that i can cook stingray and not only scrambled eggs.humph!lol.Okay pics with Moon,still!=D *hannah face* lol inside joke.And i love my hair colour!=D=D

2008-06-26T13:03:00.002+08:00

I can never understand a makcik's mouth.They love to talk about other people's kids.But they never really knew what their kids do behind their backs.Pushing drugs?Getting pregnant?Porn Video?ape lagi?hahahahaha.

As bad as i may be,i'd never embarrass my parents with my wrong-doings.They brought me up well,they taught me well,they've showed me right&wrong,they put me through religious classes and they've done EVERYTHING they possibly can to make sure i dont go wrong.But everyone slips out of the way somehow,why?cause we're all young&dumb.Easy.

I dont really wanna say much bout this.I wanna enjoy life while i can.I dont wana do things im doing nowonly when im already married and already have a kid.So leave me be.Let me enjoy while i wanna and you can stick in your sorry little world for all i fucking care.;) And dont talk to me about religion.I KNOW WHERE I STAND.You shut the fuck up,and take care of your kids.

2008-06-26T11:56:00.002+08:00

Heyho.Just woke up bout a coupla minutes ago.Im so used to sleepin' at three or four in the morning and wakin' up at twelve or one.I dont know how im gonna survive during attachment.=( nevermind,i'll look forward to that one week of holiday in between.Heeheeehee,and oh gosh.My theory test is coming.Better study before i fail again.lol,i mean who fails BTT?so retarded,hahahaha.Im guessin' i'll only get my license next year man.=( WAH LAOOOOOO.

Gonna be meeting mooniera today!Gonna get our hair done,gonna go for cheap-shoppin and then have yummyummmy seafoood!Nadia's gonna be stayin' over at my place tonight cause she misses ryan.Not me you know,she miss ryan.not me.Nevermind,its okay.Im used to it.lol.

Its FRIIIDAAAAY tomorrow!Gonna party with the boys.Yea,before attachment starts and shit.Gonna have a gooood time with em,then we're gonna head to Mosh Party on Saturday too.Yezzzzzaaaah!happy happy happy.

Okay pictures with moon layta,pictures of our hair and whatever else.=)
laters!xoxooxx

2008-06-25T13:02:00.002+08:00

My grades are pretty okay.Pretty satisfied especially with PCA&Gerontology.Biology kinda sucka lil' bit.Pulled my GPA down a lil' bit.HAIYA,okay at least i passed.Still dont know how i can get a B for Geron when im always sleeping.Okay whatever,i passed.Alhamdulillah.

Okay heading out.Bye.
nabei results.

2008-06-24T23:34:00.002+08:00

My stomach hurts so badly and i've been farting so much for two days already!hrmmm.Okay whatever.Everyone dies of something.Unless you're so good and blahbeddyblah that youd ie in your sleep which will never happen to me cause my father said i am hanyut so what if i am hanyut at least i help out with the house bills and house chores and clean the toilet even when the boys in the house just dont know how to keep it clean temselves and so what if my room stinks it doesnt bother you or anyone else cause i keep my room close whether im in or not.

Ah,just needed to let it all out.My dad's been a bitch.(?!) But really really.Ive been so pissed off with him.been so irritated withhim that i just wished my remote controller could work on him as well.Or how i wished i could implant abomb in his brains and make it explode.Kebabom!mati kau.

Okay just now,i met Tim reezan,Kye&of course duh,VAM.i cooked for him some dumb maggi goreng which probably tasted like shit but he claims its nice,okay fine.Gasak kau.We made some hardcore video,we sang,INGAT TAK LAGI JANJI KITA DULU ASPALELAAAAAA!Hahaha,some song from this funny malay movie-Duyung.lol,dayummmm.Wak Pagek and Kordi.lol,omg stupid.Okay anyway,i was on my way home,under my void deck when i suddenly stepped on a cockroache.And the sound was like keprishhhhhhhkeprak#^@*&!#^@!#*&~! you know you know?Omg,the first time i ever stepped on a cockroache.Unknowingly.if i had seen it i'd have probably screamt my lungs out.=P

Okay,wanna sleep.And fart.prooooooooot.

2008-06-24T15:07:00.003+08:00

The band was only formed last December.But believe me when i say we're really close,and nothing can break the bond that we share=) Love y'all.

The plan was to have a day alone with Vam,but everyone's been bugging us to meet up and stuff.=P Maybe just for a lil'while.I wanna meet my kakak-kerjas tomorrow please please please.

Cause i miss em both.And attachment's next week.Back to waking up at 5am blahbeddyblah...WHAT?!NO!?Yeah no,cause my brother's gonna be sending me to work=D means i can wake up later?YAH!and doll myself up and look more presentable at work?YAH!and i can even have breakfast before i leave?!YAH!heeheeheehee.

And y'know what?!ITS IMH POSTING TOOOOOO!WHOAAAAA,i love to entertain "special" people.=D and its so near to my place,awwwwww.Yesyesyesyes!But im not gonna be posted to KKh this round,but its okay.I hate to entertain pregnant women and crying babies,urgh.=P spare me the agony!

Okay time to cook maggie and watch Spongebob!again?!YAH!

Oh wait up!AWESOMEAWESOME gig this Saturday @ Music Garage.Happening abnds,FBE,Prince Isobelle,after the sky.you wont wanna miss this. ;)

2008-06-23T23:25:00.003+08:00

Aiya apa ini quarrel on internet.=P

But nevermind.Show your army of idiots how VERY "gangster" you are.=) me no gangster.And my parents brought me up better than your parents did;)Hahahaha,thats why you can see the difference,y'kno?Oh i forgot,you dont have parents.And no,i dont sympathize with people like you.Dont blame your parent's absence for the way you are now.You fucking have brains,fucking use your common sense,small girl.And grow that pussy hair first before you act like you're all grown up and shit.

Y'kno the drill.
tha-girly@hotmail

laters.

2008-06-23T20:06:00.001+08:00

Benn Watching spongebob online the whole day.lol,stupid idiot.
ahhhh,funfunfunfunfunfun.Stayin home never was this fun before!=D
Okay back Spongebob.

2008-06-23T10:57:00.002+08:00

OMG NO,I FORGOT TO BLOG ABOUT BUMPING INTO ERNIE YESTERDAY.

like,wtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtftwtfwtf.lol!fucking funny.And that stupid retarded guy infront of us,hahahaha.Cheebye sia you ernie.never change!Will meet you at the 'circus' on Saturday hopefully!=D

ok betol,this one betol punye bye.

2008-06-23T10:30:00.002+08:00

Hey helllloooo.Im so tired,been goin' out every single day,reaching home late every single day too.Time to re-charge!Like real,only because i wanna shut some fucker's mouth.Whatever whatever whatever.

Sunday!Was out on a sunday as if it was a Saturday!Okay not important.Went to Scape to catch The Seds and Purple Fireflies.None of em' got through to the finals but what mattered was they had fun!=) Aidil definitely did have fun,lol.Macam rockstar!Aidil,aidil.Vam&me had our little "alone" time.Walkin' around Cineleisure.Ah boring place,but heck.Was findin' for a dress for myself ...ah i'll just find it when im out with Moon this week.=) Finally saw the whole of prince isobelle after so long.Chatted with Ghalid,lol about diana ross lah,selina(?!) lah.All this super old singers i dont know,and didnt think people like HIM would listen to.And i didnt know he was from a concert band too.lol!Shahrul was being supersuper random,till Ghalid got irritated and said "i prefer the shut-up shahrul" and we all burst out laughing.The moment farhan came we was whining about having not nuff' sleep or sumps,and he's getting fatter also.Like seriously rounder man.tsk tsk tsk.Cant wait for their gig on the 28th!

Anyway,Tim came to join,we headed to Homeclub fo'while.Saw a few other peeps there,boys played pool,the rest bitched.As usual lah kan,lol.Walked to the mrt and took a train back home.Saw my primary school bestfriend!Karina,she's from the phillipines!=D and Vam wanted to tell her bout' this little secret.......bitch.=P Okay,whatever.

Stay home monday.Needa sort alot of things out.Sort myself out also.Been goin' abit haywire recently.Not abit,quite alot.And just when i say i wanna stay home Izzat's already asking me to lepak.Apa ini lepak lepak lepak.Nono,stay home.Confirm=D

hahaha one redundant paragraph.okay bye!

2008-06-21T23:45:00.004+08:00

I had a pretty okay Saturday.With Vam,Kye,Selina.Phique,Faisal,Bob and the November 19 boys.I havent really remembered their names=P

And some people just TAK TAU MALU.Like they can easily just text boys and ask em' to chill-out with em and stuff when,they dont even know that particular person.And they just want FAME.Damn girl,get a life.And oh wait,those boys told me they dont really fance her.lol,and everyone like seriously laughed out loud after that.Together now,Awww.=X

And whats with small kids gettin' drunk nowadays.Is it the in thannnnnng o'whuuuuut!Gettin' drunk totally isnt cool.AT ALL.i think its embarrassing,its ugly and disgusting.REALLY REALLY,so shut up and.....

drink COKE!Or risk gettin' liver failure when you're 18.

Why am i blabbering so much?I dont know,i just hate City hall on Saturdays.Emo/hardcore wannabes,Mats&Minahs who would never admit that they are one,12-13 year olds with ciggies in their mouth like they damn power ah,damn cool.*slaps forehead*

And You guys know whats cool?

I AM;)hiukhiukhiuk.

have a good Sunday,remember,head down to Scape if you're free!Catch The Seds and VOTE for em!Cause they fucking cute balls.

2008-06-21T13:25:00.003+08:00

No reason why he's my bestfriend.lol.
Walkin' from "the decks" all the way to the studio at beatz.Our Pitstops,smoke BREAK,lol.

And stompin' our feet.Aiya,funny.

Fareena,reezan,Nu,Tim.

Time to shave timmy.

Walked to the studio,and we were supposed to be there by 7.Lol,but i think we reached around 730?and our legs were aching already!Anyway,the guys from ragdoll epilogue and November 19 were there too.Like a mini moshpit mayn.But anyway,Vam's amps died on him,daaaayum.And pics in the studio still with Nurie.nurie,Nurin,nurie,Nurin.hahaha like same ah?=D

Met For Better Endings and whoever else at City Hall.(yea,we walked back...again!) Discussed bout' the gig.Ah,change of venue,needa get equipment,blahbeddyblah.But the other bands are helping out,so its fine.Its all good.=) left for home around 1130,phew!

Gonna' be headin' to music garage to catch FallOfMirra!Yesyesyes,cause Vam,Ke and me got free entry!=D Cause we 3 damn sexy.And Vam,if you dont get your ass out of bed now,i'll turn green.I swear,i will.URGHHHHHHH.Irritating banana.

K MOOOOOVE.

2008-06-20T13:42:00.002+08:00

Im supposed to meet Tim at 230,lol.And if he goes home and sees this post,im dead.=P Oh well if you want a piece of my sandwich,you better be nice timmy!=D

Anyway,someone tore open my statement of account.I mean i'm not surprise if it was this particular someone.See,i hate it when people think money is everything.Anyway its MY money,and you fuckin' not gonna ever come near it.I hate to do this,i HATE this.After all that you've done for me,i hate to repay you back this way.But i think you fucking deserve it balls.

But i love you mommy.And i dont even mind giving you half of what i earn,cause YOU deserve it.Mwahmwahmwah.

Okay i'll go and shower before tim goes hysterical at City Hall.lol!

2008-06-20T12:17:00.002+08:00

Hey hello.I just woke up,bout coupla' minutes ago.Gotta meet the boys today,gotta meet the other bands today.The gig's gonna be so goood,cause all the bands that we've called are really,really,REALLY good bands.Awesome,kick-ass gig! ;)

Anyway,i havent blogged bout' what ive been doing past few days.I met my crazy secondary school classmates.And im the first girl on Corey's bike,lol!And that guy was honkin' all the way from Serangoon!Whoa,embarrassing.But i was hittin' him half the time.NOISY!Met em' then we decided to chill at Nat's place since it has really been awhile.Thing about Nat's family is that we're all really close to em' especially her auntie!Played monopoly,and we cheated Corey and i bet he still doesnt know it.Dumbass,lol.Sleptover at my sister's place,i mean i havent been goin' home if you actually dont know.For some reasons,uh-huhh.i'd rather sleep with my naughtyfatty,ryan the bugggggga.

Okay yesterday,i met Reezan,Tim,Lina&Polar(?!) over at Raffles place since Tim had a job interview and he got it within half an hour?Expert eh tim.Then i was cravin' for MacDees and they cheated my money!But fear not,for i had reezan to deal with em.Noone cheats nunu of her money you know.Okay anyway,we Bitched about this particular someone,lol!Aiya,you also cheat people money ah!Hahahaha.walked to our secret place and we laid down,we rolled around,we shouted at Kye when he was comin' from the other side,we talked about our kental moments while we were young,we shared ghost stories,we talked about my kuning-headbanger ah many!Kye&....whatshername came.My smelly boy came too.Talked about horse&dicks blahblahblah till bout almost ten-thirty. mrmm hrmm.

TODAYYYYYY!Gotta meet Tim in awhile,and then jamming,and then meet the other bands.Im so craving for kangkong now.*slaps head* Okay,and i miss my kakak-kerjas.Next weeeeeek,promise promise promise.We go eat kangkong ,please.=D

Alrigteh,gotta get ready to meet tim or he will menyeh-nyeh macam pompan.
"ape ni discipline mistress pon dah hancur ni!"
lol!

2008-06-19T23:41:00.002+08:00

I changed the skin.Cause the previous one was going haywire,messin' up and stuff.Who the hell fiddled with the codes.Anyway,Jamming tomorrow.And one bloody idiot is giving problems and i feel like shoving my fist up his asshole.

Meetin' the other bands for the gig tomorrow,yesyesyes.Its happening,wheeeoooo.EP EP EP EP!

2008-06-19T01:28:00.002+08:00

Thursday,19thJune2008

She faked her death.cause' she wanted to live a new life.
Uh-huhh.And i cant believe how fucking cruel people can get.She's depressed and even when she faked her death,people were hate-tagging her STILL and criticising her STILL.And now that all she wants is to lead a new life,people wouldnt even leave her alone.They wanna know why,whats bothering her,why she did what she did,why she lied,why she this&that.?!?!?!
WHAT IS FUCKING WRONG WITH PEOPLE.

get a life.

And suddenly everyone in that conversation was raped by twelve thousand guys before.
Everyone in that conversation knew how she felt.Everyone,from being total busybodies wanted to care for her la,buy nasi lemak every morning la,suap her la,clean her ass la apeapeapeapela.kepale otak lah you all.Talk about being two-faced.This is people.SHE LIED,YAH SO?She's come clean with it,so shut the fuck up and move on.ITS OVER.THE DRAMA IS OVER.

Aku bingit betol.Pardon me for this entry,but after all that hoo-haa and after what ive read in the convo,i was so pissed.All this 15,16 year olds act like they fucking care when all they want is to tell the whole world,even people who dont know that this girl lied and such.kecik2 taknak mampos.Bodo.